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I'M SO FUCKING PISSED OFF UGHHHHH I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN IM FUCKING TOLD WHAT TO FUCKING WEAR LIKE ITS MY FUCKING DECISION I CAN FUCKING WEAR WHAT I WANT OK SOO RIGHT NOW WHERE I FUCKING AM ITS FUCKING COLD AND MY MOM AND FUCKING GRANDMA ARE SAYING THAT I HAVE TO FUCKING WEAR SOMETHING WARM I DID BUT IM TOLD IT ISNT FUCKING WARM SO I TRY TO PLEASE THEM BY WEARING TWO JACKETS AND THEY SAY

AM I FUCKING CRAZY TO WEAR TWO JACKETS! IM SORRY IM JUST TRYING TO FUCKING PLEASE BUT NO IM FUCKING I MEAN ALL OF THIS JUST SHIT LIKE PURE SHIT IN MY LIFE

IM BEARELY FUCKING LOVED ,THEY DONT GIVE A SHIT IF IM HURT THEY ITS JUAT SCRATCH I GUESS BUT NO IM FUCKING MY MOM SAYS SHE SEES WHEN IN ANGRY BY MY WHOLE EXPRESSION

SORRY IM NOT FUCKING PERFECT OR IM THE PERFECT DAYGHTER ,BUT I WAS BORN LIKE THAT CANT I BE HAPPY
THEM I GUESS NOPE CAUSE IM NOT FUCKING PERFECT

FEEL LIKE IM NOT LOVED I DONT FUCKING FEEL LOVED I MEAN YEA SURE IM LOVED BUT LIKE LOVED BUT YEA

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SOMETIMES I WANNA FUCKING DIE CAUSE FEEL LIKE IM NOT LOVEDOR GOOD ENOUGH RIGHT NOW I WANNA FUCKING CRY WHILE I WRITE THIS AND WELL LIKE AN HOUR AGO I TRIED TO FUCKING CUT MY SELF SORRY IF TRIGGERING ANYONE IM SORRY BUT THAT'S HOW IM FEELING RIGHT NOW SO I THINK IM TRYING TO UMMM DIE I FEEL DEAD INSIDE SO I THINK IM DONE AND IN GOING TO CRY WHILE TRYING TO BEN HAPPY BUT YEA AND IF I DIE WOULD THEY EVEN CARE ABOUT ME

UMMM

I love you all so much but I just wanna die sometimes
So bye

BUT FUCKING REMEMBER YOU ARE LOVED BY YOUR FAMILY EVEN IF THE'YRE RUDE OR MEAN TO YOU THEY STILL LOVE YOU
AND IF YOUR DATING SOMEONE AND YOU THINKN YOUR NOT GETTING ENOUGH LOVE MAYBE THEY'RE STRESSED OK

AND IF YOU TWO BROKE UP JUST REMMEBER THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE OUT THERE FOR YOU

AND KNOW I FUCKING LOVE YOU

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