ARM: huh? (confused)
"he did not know what to do so he immediately asked p'off if he had a problem.
ARM: what's the problem?[7times]
"p'arm asked it over and over again but p'off did not answer and he continued to drink.
OFF: nothing, maybe I just drank a lot of alcohol.
ARM: do you know we are all worried about you?
OFF: sorry.........
ARM: p'tay was the one you talked to on the phone earlier, right?why are you shouting?are you mad at him?
OFF:huh? umm ahhh umm .......
ARM: what ammm ummm amm ahh ???
OFF:p'arm can you take me to my house? I'm really drunk, ummm come on, please I'm dizzy
ARM: ah ah ah ah let's go............
"WHILE IM DRIVING OFF'S SPEAK OUT"
OFF: armm...... i miss him (crying)
while off was speaking p'arm handed him something, and suddenly p'arm said
ARM: continue that I know you have not forgotten that"
Off's pov
p'arm gave me something he just really wanted to make me cry he gave me our old cellphone which was full of fun that only we know he gave it to me because he wanted to finish something,
I cried a lot as I watched our past, I remember that this is our secret, we always have a secret
and for a moment my cellphone suddenly vibrated......... and I saw gun calling
OFF: hello? Why are you still awake?
GUN: what is happening to you?!! Do you have a problem?!!!!
Off* he started shouting at me so I couldn't control myself
OFF: wow! what, you just called to shout at me ?? You know, just talk to your real boyfriend, don't bother me
before I hung up the phone I heard him crying and I asked,
OFF: why r u crying?(worried)
GUN: do you know I'm worried about you? do you know I want to come to you today and ask what your problem is? I want to hug you, I want to ask you if I have done anything to you..... but I can't do that, you know why? because I feel I am to blame for why you are sad now
Off* I didn't speak anymore, I just chose to cover my mouth so he wouldn't hear me crying yes he is right, he is to blame for why I am sad but I still want to hug him I want to shout in front of him that I am jealous I want to show him that I love him dearly but I just can't make him feel, I want to apologize to him over and over again I want to kneel in front of him and say sorry because I am not brave enough to make you feel that I want you I love you
When I finished talking to Gun, I called Arm to tell him that what he was asking me to do was done. After a few minutes, he knocked on my door and I gave him the cellphone.
I also told him that I will leave Thailand first and think about what I can.
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can you leave a green heart?
