Taking her Innocence

Chapter5;Taking her innocence

He stroked my cheek and I was on the verge of almost passing out. Every finger or movement he had made left a trail of tingling feelings. I moaned with pleasure and by the look on his face it seemed like he liked that sound. My fingers found their way into his soft hair and were soon tangled. I couldn't help it anymore. My wolf had gone mad. I could feel my eyes change from black then back to blue. I was having trouble controling her. He all of a sudden kissed me and before i could even kiss back he squeezed my butt. I gasped and he didnt even bother asking for entrance. His tongue found its way inside my mouth. Feeling every crevice inside. I moaned and pressed my body against his. Wait a minute... I just met him and we're doing this... that makes me just like the rest of those girls... the fact that my mate had been with almost every girl in each pack hurt. Was he always that horny to where he couldn't just wait for his mate... did he think that i wouldn't be affected by this? I stopped and starred into his eyes. My wolf whimpered as the sensation started to vanish. My hands were soon untangled and out of his hair. I let go of him and was now standing. I sighed and started to walk away with tears in my eyes. He looked confused. I was confused! I didnt even know the dudes name and things got hot...phew thank god i stopped! If he really wants me then he has some kissing up to do. He is not on my good side at the moment. I kept walking keeping my head held high.

"Wait!" He yelled.

"Where are your going. Why are you leaving?" He sounded worried. As in like 'OH NO IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR HER' kind of worry.

"I dont even know your name... and its hurts knowing you've been with almost every girl.." i said and sighed. I soon walked so far down the hallway that i had only been a shadow in his sight.

I ran to a corner and cried. I had abandoned my mate?! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME! The one person im suppose to be in love with and spend eternity with! UGGGGH! -FACEPALM-

Maybe i should go back...WHAT AM I SAYING...My wolf is just using this against me. She just wants to go back. I finished my sobbing party and pretended i wasn't bothered. I continued helping make food in the kitchen and planted a fake smile on my face. 

"Psst..Carter" Vivian whispered.

"Yeah vivi?" i whispered back softly.

"The blood from your back is going through your uniform...your soaked in blood." she said.

"I ran to the bathroom and turned around to look at the back in the mirror".

OH MY GOD! I was horrified! All you could see was Red all in the back of the torn uniform. I got lots of paper towels and gently started dabbing the deep cuts. I screamed in pain. I couldn't control the tears falling from my face. All of a sudden there was beating on the door. It scared the day lights out of me! I started breathing heavily and couldnt breathe. I was holding my neck gasping for air. Oh god i was having a panic attack. The door was kicked off of its hinges and i smelt that familiar sscent. Mate...The darkness then consumed me.