Authors Note: If someone's already done please lmk💀 also obviously this book is inspired by the song called "Heather" by Conan Gray enjoy! <3
M- mattia
K- kairi
H- heather
Kairi was a shy boy. He was deeply in the closet. Had no friends, except for Mattia. Mattia and him were really close. They did everything together. They've know each other since 3rd grade. The weird part is they were completely opposite. Kairi was a total stoner. Very shy and 100% gay. Mattia was hella popular , your average fuck boy. Didn't care for drugs and 100% straight. 😸🙄
They had just came back to school from break. Kairi stares at himself in the mirror precisely eyeing his outfit from head to toe making sure he looks decent enough to step out of the door. He said goodbye to his mother and sister and heads out stepping on to his bike 10 minutes early because he lives in the crappy part of town. His mother is an addict and doesn't make a lot of money.
Since Kairi has is own job he is able to pay for his own clothes and food for his family. He meets up at Mattias house and they drive in Mattias car.
M: aww u look cute tdy
K: stfu u smell like pussy
M: Oh shit that reminds me guess who i hooked up with last night
K: who
M: that bitch heather i was talking about the other day
K: oh really
M: yes that girl's wild i fw her tho
K: wait so y'all have a thing or what ?
M: i mean we've hung out a couple times and like hooked up once or twice so ig yeah
K: oh
M: why the sad face ?
K: oh nothing i'm just tired didn't get much sleep
M: oh okay
Kairi had no words he knew that this happens a lot and he'll just play her like he does everyone else and then move on to the next girl but something about the way Mattia talks about heather was different. He shrugged it off and opened the car door because by that time they were already at school.
M: cmon kairi i want u to meet her
K: wait what why
M: because she wants to meet u i always talk about u
he saids sarcastically as he grabs Kairi by the wrist which makes him blush but Mattia doesn't notice. They walk up to a beautiful girl with eyes brighter then the skies ,Talking to 3 other girls.
H: hii mattia!
M: hey heather! <3
he saids with a big smile on his face which kairi notices and frowns at the sight of mattias adorable pointy teeth shining in the sunlight.
H: is this kairi
K: yeah , heather right
H: yes hi- oh wow ur so short
K: oh really yeah no shit 😀
H: oh okay sorry-
M: anyways lemme walk u to class kai i'll catch up with u later okay?
K: ok
Kairi walks away and heads to class really trying to hide the tears that were about to run down his face. "If only he knew how I felt" Kairi thought to himself. It was so hard to keep his feelings about Mattia inside. He knew that he could never be with him. He wonders if it was obvious that he was gay. I mean cmon he wore feminine clothing- jesus he was literally wearing a skirt that day. He always wore cotton candy lipgloss and and his pink lemonade shade blush every single day. He screamed "GAY". Maybe Mattia knows he likes him and is only friends with him to spare his feelings. Maybe he's embarrassed for him because he's his only friend. Maybe he wants kairi to be his wing man to make him look good or something. Those thoughts drowned Kairi all class period. Totally zoned out from everything else that what going on. Once 5th period was over , Kairi walked across the street to the park to smoke during the lunch period. He just sat there listening to " Daddy Issues" by The Neighborhood thinking only about mattia. He thought of how perfect he was to him. Kairi glares to the side spotting Mattia sitting with Heather and her friends having the time of their lives while he's all up in his feelings smoking a blunt. Once Lunch was over he walked back and saw Mattia approaching him.
M: hey! kai where were u ?
K: where we always go for lunch
M: oh yeah my bad sorry i was with heather
K: ok whatever
M: hey man what's the matter with u are u okay ?
K: yes i'm fine like i said just tired
M: okay kai i'm gonna go find heather if u don't mind
K: yeah go for it
