Downfall *SLOW UPDATES*

lost and never found.

Dear Person,

I had recently found a flat a few minutes away from my parents' house. I really would've liked to live in London, or maybe live no where and just travel around the world. Of course, I can't entirely let go of the little boy dream of exploration.

I've always loved going places. I loved being on tour, never knowing where you're going and just doing whatever. You'll pop up one place, and get up and go.

But then I have to face facts. I can't really travel anywhere, especially without my boys. It wouldn't be the same of I just left without them by my side. They're like my brothers, always there and always willing to have fun if you're up for it.

I feel like I'm supposed to be writing about Harry, and how his death impacted me, but I really don't want to. It's not something I want to dwell on. He's gone, why can't except that? I just can't.

He's something I can't ever get back.

A boy who wishes to live in the past,

Li.