Me and Michael were sitting in the floor in the bathroom. Well I'm gunna go home and lay in my bed.
toOk. Feel better. Do you want me to dive you home.
Yes plz. I said. So I took his keys and I went out to his car and started it. I buckled my Seat belt and I looked the the window in the front of the parlore and I saw Michael telling the boys what was happening. I saw calum look down at the ground and I tryed to see what he was saying something like it's all my fault. Michael said something and then turned and walked outside. I looked the other way. He jumped into the car buckled his seat belt and we left are you sure you are ok?
Ya I'm fine just wanna go home.
Ok. He said And we silently went to my house. When I was getting out of the car I said I am so sorry this happened on new years eve.
It's ok just feel better he said.
As I walked into the house I heard my jerk brothers yelling look at the chore chart and you ha e to do the dishes.
No you have to do the dishes I do living room and vacum an has dishes.
Whatever I'm glad you get bullied at school why don't you go kill yourself before I do it for you.
Shut the fuck up I'm don't with you I hate you. I yelled and ran to my room. I could hear him yelling he hates me and wishes I wasn't here. So itexted my best Friend rider.
R= rider a= Ashley
A: hey my brother is telling me to kill myself and if I dont do it he will and I've been told this at school and I. Begging to Think it's true. I feel bad texting you cuz I k ow you probly have it worse.
R: I'm bra shopping.
A:oh. I'm sorry you probly don't care anyway
R: no it's online plz talk to me.
A: no it's ok. ( and I explained to he what was going on AGAIN )
R: wowza. That's bad. Just think don't kill yourself because your brother would never forgive himself. And in a way it's murder
A: ok your right thank you. I just feel bad when I text you about my problums.
R: don't. Ilysm ash and don't forget that.
A: ily2
R: wanna hang out after out volleyball tourney this weekend?
A: yes that'll be fun!!
Ashleys pov:
Rider didn't respond after that and I kept thinking about killing myself and I decided not to. To ignore them and live my life how it is now. That's what I should do right.
