Merchant Of Death

Amelia

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"Amelia!Amelia!". After yesterday turned out to be bad I decided I was not going to leave the comfort of my bed so I left my grandmother screaming her lungs out.
My birthday yesterday was a mess , waking up yesterday I had hope,hope of new things since I'm legal and an adult already I decided to think good things like.having friends or my parents calling at least to wish their daughter a happy birthday' at least'.
All my years celebrating my birthday was nothing fun or special,I see my birthday as every other day. why?, Cause nothing special happens on that day ,unlike every normal child I don't celebrate my birthday even as a child my parents were never around and my siblings..lemme say they never cared.
Like I said I turned eighteen yesterday and had hope for a lot of things but getting to school trying to be social I was shoved on the locker ,thrown on the ground and spat on.it was basically the best or should I say eventful birthday of all my other ones.
I decided to go answer my screaming grandma.after screaming for some minutes I began to pity her frail voice.walking down the stairs a lot of questions swirled around my head.questions of what ifs
" What if...I don't have friends ever"
" What if my parents never love me ..."
What if I die....alone"
What if...no one comes for my burial" I quickly shake my head ridding those thoughts clouding my brain
" Yes Mama".her weary and tired eyes shone with love and affection
" Baby are you not going to school?"
" Mama I told you I'm not not today please.." I widened my eyes to get her to let me stay home
" Okay okay fine but you go tommorow?"
"Yes I will"
"Promise?"
" I promise" I raise my hand like a declaring scout as my grandma let out a belly laugh and soon I join.my grandma is the only happy thing in my life if she dies I don't know what I'm going to do at this moment we stand face to face looking at each other trying to read each other's thought as we stopped laughing we hugged each other tears pricking by the side of my eyes every single thing came rushing back the pain, rejection,the questions of what ifs I know this is not what I'm meant to be thinking of right now but what if grandma leaves me like everyone did.as if sensing my thoughts.
" I'll never leave you Amy I promise" sealing the hug with a tighter hug.at least with grandma I can see the future,I had hope and can hope for better things to come..
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After that entirely awkward situation me and grandma found ourselves in we ate together chatting and laughing till I decided to retreat to my bedroom and have a nap.but with each step I took to my room my heart rate increased,by the time I reached the last stairs I thought I was going to die with the way my heartbeat was going.opening my door the room was weirdly cold and the smell intoxicating and...manly.who would come into my...
" Hello AMELIA BROWN".....