Scarlet love

Regrets

      I was sitting in the corner of the classroom thinking about my ex. I regret everything that I did with him, I have gave up everything for him and yet he treated me like shit. As I go deep into thought about my regrets, my best friend pepper keeps rambling about this hot guy in bio. I probably should be listening but it seems like everyday it's a different guy for her so I just nod so it seems like I'm interested. Pepper and I consider ourselves best friends but I'm to ashamed to tell the real reason why Calum and I broke up.
     As I look out of the window I see all the soccer players screwing around and looking not to shabby but not enough to catch my eye and sleep with them. Then I see Calum in the middle of the crowd and my breathing hitches and I feel the pain that he caused me a month ago when we were dating. I felt my eyes welling up so I just rubbed them and kept trying to pay attention to Pepper.
      I walk into my house and my parents were sitting on the couch watching 60 minutes together which they have been doing since I could walk. As usual my parents greet me and ask how school was and all that shit, I sprint up the staircase to my bedroom and pass my wall mirror that is filled with pictures of last year. As I study them I notice one of them is with Calum and I, my stomach clenches and I feel sick. I slowly back away from the picture and sit in my bed and envelope myself in my duvet and cry. My sobs felt like acid on my cheeks, after awhile my tears dried, I got up and headed to my computer and checked to see what pepper was up to since I had nothing else better to do than bathe in my tears. I check my inbox and see that pepper IM me, i click on it:
Pepperislife2: hey cutie can you do a huge favor for me?
ScarletLove3: this should be good.
Pepperislife2: the hot guy from bio, you know Michael?
ScarletLove3: ya sure.
Pepperislife2: he invited me to this ice skating thing and I was wondering if you didn't mind coming?
ScarletLove3: um no thanks I would rather not 3rd wheel and fall on my ass so it can freeze off!
Pepperislife2: come on please! I will buy you hot chocolate!
ScarletLove3: fine
Pepperislife3: see you in an hour!

Even though freezing my ass off on ice isn't appealing to me it still sounds better than mourning about Calum. So I get up and slip on my ripped black jeans and my Arctic Monkeys band tee, not caring what I look like since I'm just 3rd wheeling and drinking cocoa.

I hope you guys enjoyed my first chapter....