Nothings Impossible

Matchday

(TPOV)
Today we play Southampton in the fa cup. It's not really an important game to be honest but I'll be raging if we lose cause if there's one thing I can't stand it's loosing. Every time I lose I feel like Lilly thinks less of me each time, she probably thinks I'm pathetic when I lose. "Ok well I'm going now babe what stand will you be in" I ask Lilly just as I was about to leave. "Oh babe I'm sorry but remember I said a month ago I was going to go with mam for her first chemo treatment" Lilly replies. I knew it, she doesn't give two fucks about me she's probably not even going with her mam to get chemo she's probably going off with her boss. Ugh whatever I guess I'll just have to play really well maybe that will grab her attention and make her come watch me play. "Oh ok sweetheart don't worry, see you later, oh and send your mam my love yeah" I lie. She then starts to get teary (probably guilt) and rushes over and hugs me. "Thanks so much for being so understanding you're the best boyfriend I could ever ask for I love you so much" she says. Probably lies though I mean if she loved me she'd be at the match and not sleeping around with her boss but I can't lash out on her that'll only push her further away.

(LPOV)
Hearing Trent say those things really meant a lot to me. These last few months have been really tough, he never spoke to me with kindness, he constantly lashed out on me for no reason and he also started to give out about my appearance saying things like  I should put on weight I'm too skinny and it's really unattractive, or I should cut my hair it's too long, and sometimes he even makes me change my outfit because it makes me look like a slut. I'm sure it's just him looking out for me though. Or is it?

It's now 11pm and I just got back from the hospital. When I enter the living room I see everything torn apart and broken glass on the floor. I quickly check my phone to see if Liverpool won and they didn't, and worst of all Trent gave away a penalty for handball. Slightly scared of what Trent might do I decide to sleep in the guest room, this will give him space and time to cool down. Trent likes to be on his own after one of his outbursts, I've tried to calm him down many times but it normally just makes things worse. I guess it's just how some people are I mean everyone has a temper. But does everyone have a temper daily and treat their partners like Trent does?

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