I hate you, I love you | BLOAH

~ Season's Change ~

Blake

It was the next morning after the party, after what happened between Noah and myself, I hadn't seen him.
I know people where talkint about him last night but I was too drunk to understand what they where saying.
But either way it was going to be awkward between us both until we talk about it.

Anyways, i finally got up out of bed grabbing some pain medication to stop the hangover, i decided i would go and talk to Noah or at least get him to talo to me first.

As I got into the kitchen I was met with bryce who looked terrible, he was the party animal of the bunch, so he must of been drinking a lot last night, "Hey, bryce! Do you know where Noah is?"

"Um, no. Last time i remember seeing him was some random dude who showed up to the party probably one of Alex's friends taking him up to his room, he looked rough" brce said slowly, trying to block out any type if sunlight that was going into his eye's.
My heart dropped when he said that, without thinking my legs where taking me to Noah's room, it was like my mind went into overdrive and was thinking for itself.

"NOAH! NOAH! Are you in there?" I shouted knocking on his door, I heard him groan, then some shuffling about from behind his door.

"What do you want Blake? Its so early in the morning!" I was shocked at the sight I saw. He had a slight bruise on his cheek, who even did that to him!
My thoughts where cut off from themselves when i noticed he was only in his boxers. Damn, you could see everything.

"Blake! My fucking eyes are up here! Why did you wake me up so early!" I could tell he was NOT a morning person at all. "First off...What happened to your face! Second of all! Why did you drink when you said you dont drink!" I shouted back to match his tone of voice, which im sure he was shocked about.

Guilt washed over his face within a matter of seconds before he pulled me into his room before slamming the door shut, locking it quickly before he turned quickly on the spot looking at me - yet i couldnt tell what his emotion was.

"I... this guy, i dont know who he was told me i was being boring at my own party and well i pulled him over to the drinks and well you know... had a few drinks and then this is where we are. Before you think anything he didn't try to try it on with me." My heart broke just that little bit because he was basically forced to drink but at least thaz dude didn't try anything on with him. "Oh! And that bruise, i fell over into a table and hit my cheek" he smiled slightly, i smiled at him placing my hand on his bruise which made him wince with pain.

"I'm sorry if i just hurt you, let me get you some pain killers!" I basically drag him out of his room hearing him groan that he has to walk out into the sunlight. "Did you remember anything from last night?" I mentiom looking for where i had put the last of the pain killers.

When I asked him that one question it went all quite which obviously got my attention, "Noah?"
He sighed which gave me the sign he remembered something from last night...

Noah

I sighed knowing i will have to tell him and he will probably hate me because he was probably drunk, "Actually yeah I did, the last i remember was when we did that seven minutes thing, and we did you know... we kissed" he was silent, shit - he hates me. I went to walk off but he stopped me.

"Do you regret kissing me" he whispered looking me dead in the eye, i looked back smiling slightly, "I'm going to be honest but i actually don't regret kissing you, did you?" I smile slightly breaking eye contact, the nerves where getting to me waiting to hear his response.

"You know what I didn't regret it at all" he sounded confident, i knew he was bisexual but what was I? Hes making me fully question my sexuality.

"Bro, Noah you good? Ive been trying to talk to you? You have just been staring at the chair for ages" i got knocked back into reality of playing through everything that happened last night.
I did lie to blake about that dude and that he didn't try it on with me because I know full well he did.

Flashback

"Common noah lets go upstairs" i quickly complied and started to walk carefully up to my room, not taking notice where this random man was.
As i went to walk up the stairs i felt someone behind me, "Hey hun it's okay... i have got you"
I wasn't fully with it so i allowed him to help me up, "thank youuu" i slurled slightly, while laughing trying to look where i was going.

We finally arrived at my room, "you can leave me too it now"
"

No, come here baby" the dude said to me, obviously i had started to sober up so i gave him a discusted look.
"Nah man, I don't swing that way" I lied, i litreally kissed Blake a few hours ago and was questioning my sexuality but this... this was just wrong.
"You do!" I flinched at the venom in his voice. "I saw you kiss Blake earlier!"

He started walking towards me - yet i was slowly stepping back until my back hit the wall, "think happy thoughts Noah!" I thought to myself not wanting this to turn out bad.
Thats when the random boy pushed himself onto me, i struggled to get him off but in the end I grabbed one of his arms pulling him down slightly, but some how he was stronger then myself, so he pulled me down, obviously on the way down i hit the side of my face on my draws.

I groaned in pain, there was silence until i heard the boy move...
Opening my eyes i saw him run out of the room, I took this oppertunity to close and lock my door, to just sleep this whole thing off.

End of flashback

I smiled at Blake before pulling him in for a hug, "whats this for Noah? Didn't think you where a cuddling type" he laughed, i decided to ignore his comment and continue to cuddle him in the kitchen where everyone could see us.

For the rest of the day myself and Blake stayed in his room watching Films all day while getting to know each over, i could tell we was going to get on, and who knows if he has feelings for me - because im crushing hard on him right now, then maybe we could be something more then friends.

It was around 11pm now and we was watching yet another film, i slowly leaned into blake as i was getting far too comfortabe but who cares Blake wasn't moving, he actually rested his head on top of mine as my head landed in the crook of his neck, he pulled me in closer as i felt the warmth from his body hit mine.

This obviously made me close my eyes as i was enjoying the warmth and comfort, soon enough i was asleep.

The last thing i heard was Blake saying, "i love you"

Word count: 1324
Authors notes:
Thanks for reading my dudes!
Anybody got some ideas i could put in this book for later chapters etc. Credit will be given for the idea.
I've been busy writing more chapters. So far we have 10 more chapters nearly ready for being uploaded.
Anyways happy reading!