I fell to the ground when I was told this heart breaking news. My sister had passed away. She was only 10, lord why her no me?! I mean I've lived a longer life. This can't be true I loved her so much. I go outside and sit under our tree and start balling.
After drying my tears I get up and tell myself " Julian had a wonderful time on this earth and may she rest in piece, she would yet still want me to carry on" I did so I stood up and walked away.
The doing of her death was quite strange. I actually got a call from her school and they explain that, she was playing on the play set and she fell and hit her head on the metal bar. I soon called my mother the only person I have left after my dad died and I told her. She has the busiest work life, I never get to see her.
My mom pulls in the driveway and I say "her body is safe i already started planning the funeral for Wednesday. I put the phone down and simply walk away trying to forget this mess. I put my headphones on and play my music and suddenly fall asleep.
The next morning I wake up and Doug my same arrangement for school days. I have a simple breakfast, always the same I really needs a change.
I miss my sister waking me up with her beautiful singing in the morning. I also miss the baking she attempts doing, even though my gets frustrated with her. What I miss the most is seeing her beautiful detailed face and that brown hair and cute freckles. I miss her but she's one who would not like to be missed.
I rush out the door noticing I'm about to be late. Thankfully, I made it on time for the bus. On the bus I opened my notebook and on the fourth line write. ' love can sometimes, disappoint you.'
When people die I believe they lead you to accomplish something after their passing well I think my well missed sister did that for me. That day, my whole life changed.
