Brother's Best Friend (Sapnap x Reader)

Chapter 1

November 2019

    You wake up to your phone ringing from the side table by your bed. You rub your eyes before rolling over to grab your phone to see what the ruckus is. Your eyes are almost crusted shut, from crying yourself to sleep that night, and it's hard to open them. When you do you see your brothers contact calling you. You quickly answer before it sends him to voicemail. Your brother's cheery voice comes through the phone, the complete opposite of what you were feeling.

"You finally answered," he cheers into the phone. "Took ya long enough."

You mock a fake laugh before answering, "Sorry I dont wake up at 8am." You try to make yourself sound happier than you actually are.

He scoffs into the phone before telling you to get ready cause he's picking you up for the day. You try to refuse saying you wanted to stay in bed and drown yourself in your tears but he can never take no for an answer— especially when his little sister is feeling down.

Clay was the first person you told about the breakup. He's always been there for you, he's your brother. You both may fight and say you hate each other but when it comes down to it you'll take a bullet for the other. The breakup was rough on you. You loved this guy with all your heart and he was too immature. You don't even know why you broke up because he ghosted you, blocking you on everything. You thought the two of you had something good going but it all went to shit in the end, just like everything else.

You force yourself to roll out of bed and check the time. Your eyes go wide when you see it is almost 2 pm. Maybe staying up late crying was not a good idea. You make your way to the window facing the driveway seeing your moms car gone, probably working, you tell yourself. It's just you, your brother and your mom. Your mom and dad divorced when you were 5. For a while it was fine, seeing both parents and staying in touch with both sides but eventually your dad stopped texting and stopped calling. You nor your brother have heard from him in years. The last time you saw him was to legally change you and Clay's last name to your mother's maiden name. You try not to let it get to you though, hiding your emotions from everyone.

You shake off the old memories and instead go to your bathroom. You see yourself in the mirror and realize how much of a mess you look like. You try to tame your hair as you brush your teeth, getting the best you can before opting to wear your glasses instead of contacts today. You also decide instead of getting all dressed up and doing your makeup you're just going to wear a hoodie and leggings, not really caring about how you look.

You give yourself a once over in the body mirror on your door before shaking your head at how torn up you are over this stupid boy. You really wish you could be a bad bitch and not care but damn are you hurting really bad.

A/N: Hi everyone! I hope you enjoyed the first chapter. I am gonna try my best to get chapters out as often as i can but school is coming up and everything has been kinda hectic.