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Cinderella burning inside #5

After that she stood up and left my room, i felt my  blood burning inside of me.., i knew i had to get out of that house, Deborah was going to do it anyways... , that night i planned to leave the house, but i couldn't...  so i knew that if i was going to stay in that house i had to make a plan and take revenge for my mom and me...,  After that i stared being  rebel, staring getting bad grades at school, getting in fights , i did this to call my dads attention but he never was in the house...  I didn't know how i was going to take revenge, but i know that day is going to come sooner or later.... 

2 years later 

I turned 13, my life keep going down the roof ,Jerry turned 18 , Jessica 16, and still the same life missing my mom and my dad's love... everything in my life was black, i was always in trouble, fights, bad grades, but my dad didn't seem to care... I didn't want that life but i wanted someone's attention... One day i was showering and Jerry opened the door and grab me by the arm and stared touching me... touching my private parts I felt disgusting "if you dare to say something ill  make sure to leave you bleeding" he left the bathroom what he did, after that he keep doing it anywhere and at any time touching me like if I was some type of toy to him, I wanted to tell my dad but he never was in the house, the only one who would hear me is the housekeeper but she  couldn't do anything either, my dad came at night one day, i took the opportunity to talk to him

 I  beg him to listen to me he answered" yes" , I told him everything that Jerry did to me, and everything that I had suffer this 2 years... he got mad at me and stared screaming at me he said "I'M TIRED OF YOU , WHAT NONSENSE  YOU SAYING", my dad didn't believe the who will help me ?, I left the room crying and crying, what did I did to deserve this ?

The next day I woke up and my clothes and everything was packed the housekeeper said that my dad was waiting for me downstairs, the housekeeper gave me a letter and said " I'm sorry that I can't help you this time either... before your mom died she gave me a letter and asked me to give it to you if your dad was going to take you away..."  What? my dad was going to take me away? " Valda I don't know he just  told me to pack your things I heard yesterday your dad and Deborah were talking  about something... "Valda you have to go downstairs ... hide the letter from anyone in this house... Valda please stay safe and comeback safe, I'll be waiting for you here."

*ATTENITION*

THIS IS JUST FICTION.,IF SOMEONE IN THE FAMILY OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW, IS TOUCHING YOU WITHOUT YOUR CONSENT PLEASE TALK TO SOMEONE WHO YOU FEEL SAFE WITH. PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU SPEAK UP, THERE'S MANY PEOPLE WHO WILL HELP YOU., YOU ARE NOT ALONE.