I woke up the next day to see me in germans arms on the settee, I blushed deep red but his touch but I felt so protected and didn't want to move but guilt was building up inside me as Pablo is my boyfriend, I sighed deeply and sat up slowly and quietly not to wake german. I have to admit he looked cute when he slept.
Olga, I think her name is olga, come into the living room and smiled when she saw I was awake, -ah miss angie, could I get you some breakfast or tea anything..- she said happily, I smiled at her kind gesture even know I wasn't used to people wait around me, I felt a little guilty even know it was her job so I just thanked her kindly and said no, she nodded and happily hymn a tune I'm not familiar with into the kitchen.
I looked back down at german who still seemed to be in deep sleep and I rubbed my head over thinking, German treats me so special and I love it but Pablo is my boyfriend, I see my phone vibrating and look down at it to see I've had, 15 miss calls from Pablo and the text messages was just showing his anger which sent me a shiver down my spine.
I put my hair in a ponytail quickly and sighed I knew I had to face Pablo soon so I may as well do it now but I didn't want to disturb germans sleep just to say I'm leaving, I walked over and leant over and softly kissed his cheek I wouldn't do this if he was awake I haven't got that much confidence but I have when he's sleeping.
-thank you for everything german..- I whispered into his ear and stood up and smiled at him one last time before leaving, I have to say I was just shaking by the thought of me seeing Pablo, I walk down the narrow streets with the bitter wind hitting me, it weren't like yesterday at all, yesterday was so warm and lovely not today is as if it's winter.
Shortly after I reached my house and I could see my hands trembling, I took a deep breath nervously before walking through the door, to see an angry Pablo sitting on the settee, I didn't know wether to be casually or beg for him not to hit me.
I went to walk up to my room but my nightmare was soon to be reality, I he toughed me back hard and out his one hand around my neck holding my chin up high and I just looked at him full of terror, I was trying to breath but my breaths was getting short, -where did you disappear to last night, having fun with some man last night..- he said louder and louder as he talked and I was getting really nervously my knees was shaking and getting weak properly due to my lack of oxygen, he pushed my up against the wall still with his hand firmly around my neck and I started to cough roughly.
-what's the matter dear, to hard?..- he questioned referring to his hand around my neck and I nodded and he laughed pathetically, I felt my face go purple and just when I felt like I was going to collapse he left go causing me to fall to the floor gagging for air, he spat towards me but luckily it missed, I was still catching my breath when I felt something hard hit me in my stomach which winded me, he kicked me.
I felt tears run down my face and thought if this was going to carry on I was not going to make it, I felt it difficult to breath so I decided to say what's on my mind apart from fear, -I think we should...brake up..- I say between my big gasps for air.
