'The name's Suki Sakuramura! Yes very girly name for a boy💢
Anyways, that name has a deeper meaning than a typical pet name. It means love. And that is what I am desperate for.
My supposed little brother died from lack of nutrition, my mother left my father. My mother used to be happy and wanted me to have a younger sibling so I wouldn't be lonely like her past and got angry at dad. She always left a good vibe and a warm feeling of joy and happiness behind like her favorite Sakura tree. With that missing in dad's life, he abused me. Then my mom got in a relationship and married. I was happy for her but soon the guy only used her for her insurance and cheated with another woman. My mom wanted a divorce as soon she found out. Her husband didn't want divorce so drew blood. He was arrested, thank goodness.
That wasn't all to my despair for my dad. He never got to see mother and wanted to see her forever so he suspended his head in mom's Sakura tree. Before he did so, he looked at his 9 year old me with sad, hungry-for-forgiveness, weary, eyes.
Years passed and it looked like no love was going to be seen. I ran away looking for a new life, new goals, and possibly a new love. I now turn 17 and I hope I find true love wether it is family love, friend love, or partner love.
Will you be there to love me?'
