Exiled

How we met (Jin)

New story! Hope it plays out on paper like it plays out in my head. Listen to Taylor Swifts song Exile, that's where I got the idea for this story. You will see some of the lyrics scattered thru out. Thanks guys! Borahae! 💜

Taehyung and I have been together for 3 years, we started dating our last year of college. Its been an amazing three years, we have talked marriage and having a family in the future. We were each others everything. But now, somethings different, something's changed dramatically, it hasn't been a slow progression either, it was a quick smack in the face. 

Flashback...

"Hey Jimin, lets get to class, we are going to be late." "I'm coming, relax." Jimin huffs. "Well if you would tear yourself away from Yoongi for 5 minutes we wouldn't have to rush." I scold him jokingly. "You are just jealous Jinnie, because Taehyung wont suck face with you." "Suck face?, Jimin I cant even get him to acknowledge my presence, let alone suck my face as you say."  Jimin laughs. "Yoongi says he likes you, but he's just to shy, maybe you should make the first move since he's a chicken shit", Jimin says. "Jiminie, you have seen me try more than once, after the 4th or 5th time forget it, a person's ego can only take so many hits." "If he was truly interested, he would have reciprocated, so I'm done, beside we graduate in a few months and Ill be long gone." "You are not leaving me Jinnie, so don't even think about moving away." 

End of Flashback..

 I am trying to figure out if its me who's changed, I rack my brain trying to think if there is anything I have done in the past 2 months for him to act this way. I cant come up with any reason why, I think its just come down to he doesn't want to be with a guy anymore, and maybe too afraid to tell me.  I see him on his phone scrolling thru girls pics on Social media sites, liking and commenting on the pretty ones. Him and I used to be friends on IG and Twitter but he's since unfriended me on both, I had stopped posting anything about us before he did that, so I don't know what prompted him to remove me. We now sleep in separate rooms, when he is home at night that is. He has become a partner in his dad's law firm so I know he is busy and stressed. They practice Corporate law, very stressful, it isn't easy work. I ask myself is he cheating on me, its possible, I know people will act cold toward their partners when they have someone else on the side. He just never struck me as the type, being as shy as he is...

Flashback...

"Hey Jin", Yoongi yells. "Hey Yoon, what's up?" "Tae wants to talk to you, he is in the café outside of campus." "Why me?, did hell finally freeze over and I wasn't informed", I say kind of annoyed. "Aw Jinnie, give him a break, he really is shy", Yoongi pleads. "Fine, when?" I roll my eyes. "Now." "Ugh, alright, talk to you later", I say walking away. I walked into the café and there he sat, he smiled when he saw me, what an adorable rectangled smile. "Thank you for coming Jin, please have a seat", Tae said looking very nervous. "No problem, what did you want to see me for?" I ask. "I'm sure Yoongi and Jimin have told you that I really like you", he says. "They have mentioned it." "I was wondering if you would like to go out with me on Friday?" 

End of Flashback...    

That's where it all started, he was so sweet and loving, we really complemented each other. After a year of dating we moved in together, he finished his law degree and started working for his father a year ago. It got to the point I would see him maybe 3 nights a week and maybe an occasional Saturday, other than that he was at work, but he always made sure that I knew where he was and if I was alright and that he loved me. Then about 2 months ago, that all ended, no more texts or calls, no more cute little notes. Talking stopped, touching stopped, everything stopped. We don't even act like roommates, at least then I'd get a hello, or how's your day. I don't even get that, I'm lucky I get a glance or a grunt. I just wish he would tell me what's going on, its to the point that I am ready to walk away. I sit and ask myself did he ever really have any feelings for me, but why waste 3 years, why talk marriage, why waste both our times. He was my first everything, and now he is my first heartbreak.