Shadows beneath the light

Learning

I woke at 3am for a cell check, that when people come on and check to see if everybody is still here. After a restless night of sleep I got up and met everybody in the cafeteria. They assigned jobs like kitchen duty, hardware, etc but anyway I got assigned medicine so I control people's medical records and stuff. I saw Julie she got assigned hardware she started to walk over to me "hey, it's Kayleigh right I remember you from a couple years ago." She said "uh-er yeah you look great." I replied we made small talk but it wasn't really that big of a deal just as we were making our way to the cells it was the bell it felt like I heard it over and over again like it was mocking  me, but it only rang once.  For the second time we all got undressed and put on out name tags, there he was the same guy from the first time. He stared at me like he owned me. He came in and then it happened, the pain and the scars made cry but everytime he even heard a whimper I would get punched or slapped and I let it happen. I felt scars on the inside and outside of my body. I finally got up and went to my job they trained me but that wasn't that fun. Julie stopped by to pick up her heartburn pills I handed them to her, she smiled at me and walked away. Christina came by and gave me some bread that her and the girls stole from kitchen duty "thanks girls said happily "no problem you know that we got girl." I ended my  my job and by that time it was time for bed I got in my cell and layed down on just a blue matress and a uncovered pillow.