( part two to page ninety-one )
IMAGINE . . .
It's weeks later before you finally manage to track Jasper down, with the help of Alice.
When you find him in the forest behind the Cullen house, he's distraught. A raging battle of emotions ensues within him; he's terrified of what he's capable of; he's disgusted he even thought of harming you; he hates himself for not being strong enough to stop himself.
You try to calm him down and soothe him, to tell him you still love him and forgive him, but he refuses to let you back in. He knows now how foolish and naive it was to believe he could have a relationship with a human. After all, if Edward and Bella could do it, why couldn't you two? But Jasper knew now why it wouldn't work out: he couldn't control his thirst. Edward was older and therefore more experienced, whereas the slightest increase in your heartbeat made Jasper flinch and grind his teeth together.
No, he couldn't let you back in. He had to let you go. He had to let you live.
❝ Y/N... I can't be with you. Don't you understand? I almost killed you. I would've done it if Edward and Emmett hadn't stopped me. I can't - I won't put you through that again. I'm sorry, Y/N. I need you to leave, and never look back. ❞
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LA PUSH ▸ TWILIGHT GIF SERIES [2]
FanfictionVOLUME TWO. ❛ bella! where the hell have you been, loca?! ❜ ❪ © hexedbywanda 2020 ❫ ❪ completed ❫