"Hold still"
but I struggle under his grasp.
Tears on my cheeks, I wince and I gasp.
The air I breathe is toxic and thick.
"Hold still"
his words now angry and loud.
He puts a rag in my mouth so I don't make a sound.
I choke, gag, and silently cry.
Tonight-I am sure to die.
"Hold still"
this empty command not quite so empty.
If I tried to escape he would surely end me.
I closed my eyes and hoped it would end,
but a miracle like that would have to be godsend.
"Hold still"
these words mean nothing to you but to me-a lot.
I flashback to that night-a terrifying thought.
You don't understand why I flinch when it's said,
But a nightmare like that never leaves your head.
