Survival

Introduction.

Why does the world act like nothing is wrong? we wake up,we eat,we interact,we play around,we sleep,we repeat. daily. no matter what you do,you do it on a cycle. you do the same routine and no matter what you think,its true. I used to think that the world was just nothing. i thought it was all a mistake. I tried to leave it behind so many times and i was so wrong when i did. I never noticed my mistakes. I was an emo kid. i had recently gotten out of middle school. I was getting a C- average which to be fair,isn't the worst. i grew up having a bad past. i never felt safe. never felt secure. that was all i knew. i couldn't trust anyone. no one. not even myself. Sometimes you have to let your walls down long enough to ask yourself if you need to let people in. let them be there. me? i couldn't. i had no way to protect myself if i did and that was the worst. i knew it would all break down if they knew my secret. if they knew what i did in my own time. my own room. alone. It worries me to think of how many times i have just sat staring at a wall doing nothing but thinking. I am Dax. This is how i learned to survive in this shit world we live in. My adventures of life. my past. insight on alot of things. we will learn together. and no matter what,if we stay together,we can all survive.