Found true love after marriage

Chapter -11 What Is Happening To Me 😏

Sid pov (notepad)
After that morning I never seen her again.. 5 month almost gone... I miss her 😢😢 About that night Jo kuch huya woh nhi hona chahiye tha bcz we both are married... Bt one thing I can't denied that she is special to me 😊❤️ always rahegi....or us raat mere or nandini bitch jo huya woh bilkul special nhi tha mere liya bcz jo kuch huya jabar dasti ka... Its feel like one night Stand So after that day I nvr touch her (nandini) main-tain small distence with her or intimacy to bht duur ki baat hai... Bcz when she caming close to me I feel so uncomfotable I don't knw the reason bcz she is my wife I love her so why I feel like this.... So I thought I need to find out the reason... That why I maintain distence with her.. ☺️ Bt other hand I miss sahenaaz also miss her presence in my life... ❤️
Another thing
I am sakt launda type and one women man... She (nandini) is my first love and my wife.. In 3years I nvr getting close to another girl bt for the first time I kissed another girl except my wife 😅 I don't knw what happened to me 😐 and  I did this😑 bt when we kissed I nvr feel  uncoftable doing this I was feel like very diffrent I mean so calm and peaceful ❤️😅 if I thought maybe I am Attracted to her toh lusting wala feel hone chahiye the bt that kiss carry ful of emotions bt I don't knw what type of emotions belongs to 🤔... Basically I am fully meesed up mujhe khudh nhi pata ho kya raha hai mere saath 😭😭... Sahenaaz presence  in my life its like fairy tel ati Hai or achanak chali jati hai and nandini is my reality 😐
I knw only one person can hlp me out  regarding this issue so today I came home early around 6pm... and directly inside mom room...

Sid Mom : half lad down on bed comfortably and enjoying old song with tea and snacks...

Sid : I directly lay down on mom bed and my head on mom lap...i feel so relax 😇 bcz this is the best place in the world ❤️

Sid mom: areh bapre aj mom ki godi mah kya baat😍 hai sahi  hai sahi hai 😇

Sid : esa mat boliye mom u knw na how much I love you 😘😘

Sid mom: thik hai thik hai aab bol paresan kue hai baat kya hai

Sid : mom kaise pata chal jata hai aapko

Sid mom: maa hu tera face dakh Kay hi samjh jati hu samjha 😊

Sid : mujhe kuch sawal ka answers chahiye

Sid mom: mere hisab sah jo sahi hoga wohi bolungi OK

Sid : mom kya waqt Kay Saat Pyaar badal jata hai?

Sid mom: Kavi nhi beta Sacche Pyaar kavi nhi badalta ❤️ it's forever beta

Sid : ok 😊 waqt Kay saath kya mom ristey badal jatay hai?

Sid mom: yes sometimes it's happened actually bcz Har ristey ko time Dena zaroori hota hai nhi toh dooriya bar jata hai to ristey mah 😊

Sid : hmm 🤔 achaa toh yea baat hai

Sid mom: or sahi waqt pay yea thik na ho paye toh ristey tut jatay hai bcz inssan sah hi toh ristey bante hai na beta 😊 esilya har ristey ko apna waqt Dena chahiye 😊 chahe wo Dosti ho Yr Pyaar yea family 😊😊 aap agar kisiko apna time dete ho toh aap usko woh chiz deta ho Jo Kavi wapas nhi a sakta 😊

Sid : Acha bt mom dooriya agar bar jaye  to kya matlb Pyaar nhi hai 🤔

Sid mom: yea toh ristey Kitna strong hai uspa depend karta haina beta yea toh undono ko pata hoga

Sid :achaa or woh kaise pata chalta hai 😒

Sid mom: Pyaar agar Sacha hoga ristey ki or inssan ki qadar jab hogi I means kaam zaroori hai bt itna nhi ki hone chahiye ki Pyaar khatam ho jaye... Esa nhi hone chahiye ek taraste rahe jaye or dusre ko pata hi na chale esa toh Pyaar nhi hota beta... Pyaar to yea na ki bina bolai aap us inssan ki baat majh jao😊

Sid :wow mom aapne kitni ache sa Bata diya😍 thanku mom ur the best ❤️

Sid mom : chal Abb chor mujhe baki sawal bad mah avi kaam hai I have to go

Sid : ok mom😊 thanku 😊 and he left his mom room

Sid mom: pata nhi esa kya huya hai kitne ajeeb sawal puch raha the pata nhi kya chal raha hai 😒 nandini sah baat Karni hogi 😐🤔

Around 9pm
Sid : me mom and dad are sitting on dining hall waiting TV together..

Mom: beta Nandini ko call Karke puch le Kitna time lagega

Sid : ji mom and call her...

Nandini: Hello Sidharth hm bolo

Sid : yes mom puch rahi the Kab tak ayogi

Nandini: aj sayed rukna parega bcz Dr. Nil aya nhi avitak..

Sid : ok take care 😊and cut the call

Sid mom: kya boli

Sid :aj sayed night karegi woh yehi bola ruk jayegi hospital mah

Sid mom: ok tuvi rukjata Uske saath akeli hogi

Sid : mom she is Docter bacchi thori na hai😐🙄 she can handle it..

Sid mom: yea kaisi baat kar raha hai  Sidharth 😕 she is ur responsibility

Sid : pata hai mom tabhi toh bola she can handle it its not her first time...

Sid mom: hmm thik hai 😦 (zaroor jagra kiya hoga dono ne 😧🤔)

Sid : after having dnr I went back to my room lay down on bed and start writing again

Sid in notepad
Aj suva sahi Mera mood Thora off tha man nhi tha firvi hospital gaya fir jaldi wapas agaya and talk with my mom.. Regarding this issue bt firvi sawal bht hai mere jiska koi jabab nhi hai... Har chiz mom ko Bata nhi sakta... Kya karu samjh mah nhi arha hai pahele akele rahena pasand nhi tha aab akele rahena Acha lagta hai... 😕 Esiliya pichle 5 month sah jaldi office jati hu or late ati hu 🙁 Bass usko dakhne ka maan karta hai baat karneka man hota hai 😦 I need you sahenaaz and miss you yr Plzzz Pata nhi kya hai humara bitch bt jo hai special hai ❤️ itna pata hai 😊  and I fall asleep thinking about her 😴😴😴

Timing 12:30
Sid : my ph ringing..... Itni raat ko kon hai sale I took my ph saw unknwn no toh I cut the call .. Bt around 15 sah same no sah call araha hai 😦.. So I thought receive this time...

Stranger : Hello kon Sidharth ji bol rha ho

Sid : yes ji boliye

Stranger : woh ek lady ka accident ho gaya hai woh behos pari hai mah guzar raha the to dakha ph check Kiya toh last call apko kiya tha toh Esiliya Maine call karke apko Bata diya

Sid : what 😨😨 location Batao jaldi sah Plzzz Uske saath rahena I am caming

Stranger : told him the location

Sid : I quickly wear my jins grab my ph and key left my house start car towerds location... First I call her (nandini)

Nandini : Hello Sidharth hmm bolo

Sid : tum thik hona 🙁 or kaha ho

Nandini: kitni ajeeb sawal hai hospital or kaha

Sid : ok i will u call u lttr bye and I still thinking kon hai yea lady? 🤔

After half hour I finally reached that location stop my car....

Bt I can't find them so I call that no...
Sid : mah agaya hu kaha ho aplog I can't find u

Stranger : aap Thora agay Chalke ayeye sir mah inko chorke nhi askta

Sid : after 5 mints walking I saw a boy age around 20

Stranger : sir yeha yeha waving his hand

Sid : I came to near them to identify that lady.... I saw a lady lying on the street and her sari was soaked in blood and street filled with blood all around her
I am shocked 😨 and feeling bad for her in this situation.....
     

                   To be continued..........

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By Trisha 😊