requested by figurative_trash36
More along a religious sense.
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:really now?:
"How pathetic."
Shinso was more than happy as he held (name) to him. Her head leaning against his shoulder lightly.
It took time and a lot of overthinking to finally get her to answer a simple question of his.
It was well worth the wait too. She was a church girl. Believing in God. Having high values and a lifestyle meant for a innocent child. She prayed and never lied. She was something along the lines of a Saint.
In other words, she was something that he wanted.
At first, he just wanted to ruin her, bur eventually that want turned into something more.
"What do you mean," she asked quietly. Silent tears falling down her cheeks as she was still fully trapped in his brainwashing. Though, she was lucky that she was allowed to hold some sort of consciousness.
"I ruined you. I made you sin.sure you could repent, but...what makes you think God even wants you in heaven? What? You're going to base your beliefs on a book that someone could of made up? Or maybe base your beliefs of songs that make you feel some thing unbelievable?"
Her lips began to quiver, "b-but-"
He cut her off with a laugh rumbling throughout his chest. His free hand twirling a knife as his other held a fistful of her hair tightly. Her whole form still sat in his lap. Unmoving except for the small quiver every now and again.
"You believe in God, but what makes you think that God believes in you?"
She could only cry harder as the knife cut into her skin.
He was only showing her sins for her.
Really now?
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a/n: i don't give a damn about what you believe in.
just be yourself.
...even if you believe in a pizza god...
