I took a deep breath as I determined weather or not today was the day I was going commit suicide. As I sat on my bathroom floor I thought of Jaden. He would be home soon. Jaden has been my boyfriend for 2 years. I loved him the most in the world, but even he could not make me feel like I was worth something. My hand was shaking as I slowly grabbed the bottle of pills on the counter. I didn't even count them, I just took a handful and swallowed them. I stood up and looked in the mirror. No turning back now. I quickly grabbed my phone and went to messages. "I'm sorry" I sent to the swype house group chat. My vision got blurry. I slid down the wall. It got hard to breathe. I let the medication take over my body as I took my last breath and slowly closed my eyes.
Group chat POV
Y/n: I'm sorry
Chase: about what?
Dixie: ya, about what?
Addison: y/n?
Bryce: hello y/n?
Charli: y/n, we are getting worried
Jaden: I'm on my way home rnJaden POV
The group chat is freaking out. As soon as I saw her text, I got a really bad feeling, I think we all did. I drove home as fast as I could. I parked in the drive way and looked at the seat next to me. There sat the ring I am going to propose to her with. I got out of the car and unlocked to front door. "Y/n!" I called but there was no answer. I walked upstairs to our room. There lied y/n's body, lifeless and pail. I screamed. I cried and I ran to her side. My hands were shaking as I held her head in my hands. "No, please y/n. Everything is gonna be okay. It's okay. I'm gonna take you to dinner tonight baby. A-and after dinner I-I'm gonna g-get down on one knee and we are gonna get married. And we are gonna s-start a family together. I always only wanted one child but we can have three if that's what you want. *small laugh trough tears* When we get old, w-we can get that house in Hawaii t-that you've always wanted and we can live there forever." I said through my tears. I put my head on her chest and sobbed.
Taylor's POV
After that text message I was scared. I thought of the worst thing that could possibly happen. I got in my car. I brought the Lopez brothers with me. While I was driving I got a call from Jaden.
T: hey bro
J: s-shes gone
T: w-what do you mean?
J: SHES DEAD, SHE KILLED HERSELF *CRYING*
I couldn't speak. I slammed on the breaks. "No, no, no, no" I whispered as tears fell from my eyes. "What's going on" ondreaz asked. "She's dead" I whispered. We all looked at each other while we were crying. Why her?
No ones POV
The whole hype and sway house was notified of the news. Each of them, torn apart. If only y/n knew that when she died, so many people would be effected.
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It's Okay
RandomHere is a short story about suicide. I hope this will remind you that if you were gone, it would effect a lot of people.