Incomplete Love

Flashback( Wedding Ceremony)

After having dinner, I went out for a walk. Because I was feeling  heavy. I don't eat much at dinner because I am quite 'figure conscious'. But today it was my favorite 'Chilly chicken' so I could not stop myself. I was having handsfree in my ears and was listening to Taylor swift's " I knew you were trouble when you walked in.' When I realised that someone was following me. I turned back to see but there was no one there. I increased my speed, when I realised someone holded my hand from back. Oh god, I am alone on this road. "What if its a serial killer?" Or a "Rapist"
I turned back to that strange follower, it was no other but my youngest sister Mysha.
Uhhhh.... Mysha u scared me.

"What the hell are you doing here?" I asked with a caring and angry expression.

"I wanted to come with you for a walk, but you did not wait for me. I was shouting at you, since you walked out of the house but you were totally lost in your dreams." She said with an annoying expression on her face.

"Noo...Umm.actually I was listening music so that's why could not here you. Forget it where is Sammy?? She did not come with you??"

" No... she preferred to stay at home and lie on her bed chatting . She is so like that and then she says that I am fat." If she will...

" I stopped her saying, Mysha shut up don't chew my brains."

"Yeah!!  Why would you listen something bad about her. As if she is your favorite sister."

"Its nothing like that, even you know it very well and we both know why you are saying all this stuffs"

I don't know how,but my sisters always come to know, what am I thinking.. When I am sad.. Everything I guess that's the reason what sisters are for.

"Right Di now tell me, whats going on in your mind? Do you still think about him?

He was a je** Di. You know what he did to you. The moment he will come in front of me I will break his jaws."

"Leave it Mysha. I don't think about him anymore. Actually today I saw him thats the reason I was bit sad thinking of past life.

"What?? Where did you see him??

Did he say something??"

"No, he did not. Actually I saw him. He was with his wife. I guess he his happy."

"Di You have got a second chance. Saad is a very nice guy and he loves you a lot."

" I know... I know he loves me and believe me I am trying my level best to love him back. And yeah of course trying my best to not to compare him with cavin."

Actually she is right, I have really got a chance to come out of it and I should not miss it. Instead I should use it to my best.

Talking about other stuffs and feeling the cold breeze of winter we reached home.

I said " Good night" to my sissy's and went to my room.

Saad calls me daily at night, we usually talk for an hour and then I go to sleep.

I was there lying on my bed watching at an empty wall like it is the most important and interesting thing in my life. I was changing my positions trying to sleep but I could not. There was only one thing going on in my mind and that's Cavin.

Flashback

Nikah was at 11 in the morning. We all gathered at Naayla's place. My eyes were searching for cavin and I came to know that he will come directly at evening for the reception.

The Qazi(priest in Muslim) came to complete all the procedures of nikah. She signed the papers and it was her request to listen to the nikah going over jiju's( Her husband) place. One of our cousin brother called us from jiju's place and we placed our phone near speakers so we could hear him saying  'Qubool hai' (Muslim ritual) and then the marriage was completed.

The atmosphere changed into a sudden happiness. Everyone was congratulating and hugging each other.

Everyone got busy in their works. We all cousins were sitting and having girly and dirty talks.

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Everyone was getting ready for reception. We reached the hall and it was beautifully decorated. Entrance was decorated with flowers and curtains. There was a stage on which there were two chairs placed for bride and groom with their names written behind. I sat next to Naayla. She was looking beautiful in her pink and purple wedding dress. She is very slim, tall, beautiful and fully energetic. She and Aamna were totally opposite. she is fat, short heightened and simple girl. Then  I saw cavin coming on stage. He was wearing a black suit. And as always he was looking handsome and sexy.

He hugged and congratulated both of them. He stood next to me while the photographer was clicking photos. I felt a hand on my waist which was trying to pull me closer. Obviously it was him. He murmured in my ears saying" You look beautiful".

And I had a wide smile on my face. I was blushing like an idiot.

I step off the stage and walked towards Samayra. She pulled my cheeks saying" Didi whats going on?"

I said"nothing" trying to act like I don't know what is she talking about.

" U know what Di, I know may be I look like I am a fool, But I am not. I can see whats going between you and Cavin. He looks good by the way. And you both look perfect together."

"Do you really think that??"

" Yeah!!! And you know I am always right".

"Yeah!! Yeah!! I know. I laughed at her and we walked towards our cousins."

After having dinner, it was the time for Naayla to go with her in-laws. Everyone started crying and hugged her. I always use to think that why people cry in such a happy atmosphere. But today for the first time there were tears in my eyes with such a mixed feelings. I hugged and waved her goodbye. She sat in the car and went away.

We hugged each other and went home.

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After that, me and cavin became good friends. We started chatting on Facebook and whatsapp. We started knowing each other. There was nothing hidden between two of us. We knew everything about each other.

Such a wonderful time it was!! And now we don't even say hello. Its been a long time I heard his voice. But after what he did to me I don't even want to look at his face or think about him.