SINRIN: WHO ARE YOU

My Heart

Yerin

im sitting on a chair while eunbi still holding my hand.
as i look at her i can see that she's worried about me.
i think i owe her an explanation so that she can understand my situation..

i never told anyone about this..
even yuna...

im about to open my mouth when she speak..

" you don't have to say or explain everything, i know it will bring back the pain ..and i don't want to see it again" she said then wiped my tears.

after what she said, i felt relax..

" t-thank you.. if you didn't come.. i don't know what will happen to me"

she smiled.. "well , i also don't have any idea that you are here. You see Yuju set us up to meet. she's playing cupid" she squeeze my hand " but don't worry i think its destiny that we met here.."

so choi yuna set us up?
stupid girl!!!
what is she thinking..
i frowned , im planning to kill her!!

" don't be mad, i think it was my friends fault" she sighed " remember when i came to your bar last time and say something stupid? my friends told me something and since i got drunk. i thought i really felt that way... well part of it because of eunha she keep telling me that i like you.."
she look at me.. " but i realize now that i don't like you anymore"

that's good right?

" y-yeah.." that's the only thing i said.

she look at me with a serious face.. " are you saying that its hard for you to like me?"

what the heck is she saying?!!

" w-what do you mean by that?" i asked

" aren't you gonna asked why did i like you?"

" well, "

" hahaha, so your not into girls?"

i nodded.. she face me..

" well, even if its me?"

our face is so close together.. that i can feel her warm breath..
the smell of her perfume its like a drug that i can't stop my self from sniffing it.
and it made me gulp..

i never experienced this to anyone..
but i have to fight it..

" y-yeah"

she move away and smirk at me.

" then i have no choice.."

i frown..

" w-what do you mean by that?"

" nothing... " she seated straight.. and play on her phone

the atmosphere is full of awkwardness..

i think i need to apologize about what happened earlier..

" im sorry for blaming you today.."
she glance at me.. then went back to her phone.

i think she don't want to talk about it but i need to. i hurt her feelings and she help me be calm.

" i didn't know that you put a bread to my toaster.. I apologize" i bow my head ..

" yeah.. i was hurt because of what you did..and you didn't even listen to my explanation"

" sorry.. i'll do anything to make up with you.."

she put her cellphone down.. look at me then smile..

" anything????" she smiled brightly.. i think she's acting cute on me..

" well... yeah" im feeling that this isn't a good idea..