The boys stared at me up and down but the only thing I had on mind was Mattia. I like him since freshman year. I don't feel like he likes me back, he flirts with me a lot. I should take that as something you know.
Alejandro: where's Emma?
y/n: over there, why?
Alejandro: no reason, just wanted to say hi. Btw you look—um, pretty good tbh
I blush. Mattia gave me an awkward look, making me feel a little bad about myself, don't ask why. That's the only way i felt at that moment.
Mattia
I was talking to Kai when suddenly I heard Alejandro saying that y/n looked good. I don't know why i felt jealous at that moment, but i did. No reason whatsoever, y/n seemed sad to the comment that Alejandro made.
Walking away from a group of boys it's always embarrassing. I went to go find Emma, apparently she had already almost finish 1 bottle of vodka. I was genuinely confused how she drink that much if I was just gone for like for 10 minutes. I didn't want to interrupt whoever was going on with her and 4 other guys.
Everybody was dancing. I couldn't feel a thing. To be honest i don't think anybody could feel anything at all. Everybody was either drugged, drunk, or passed out.
Moments after i feel myself sitting down on Mattia's lap. To be honest i had no idea when we got to this point. Alejandro and Emma were obviously together, and kairi on the other hand was kissing a girl, i was surprised. He doesn't really hang out with any girl
in particular, he's shy. But in this moment everybody seems like they aren't themselves.
Suddenly i feel Mattia hands on my waist. I blushed as usual, but obviously I didn't say anything, At this point you can imagine what i was feeling. A boner. I turned around to see him get embarrassed. His cheeks were red. He got up took my hand and walked me upstairs. He took me into a room and locked the door.
Mattia: look y/n i think i've been making this really obvious, haven't i? I like you ok.
At this particular moment, you can imagine any girl saying that she likes him back. I couldn't say anything, it's like i was paralyzed.
Mattia: we've knower each other since freshman year. I don't want to ruin anything. If you don't feel the same way then of course i'm going to respect your decision. But honestly i want something with you.
I couldn't find the right words to say at this moment.
I looked at him, he had a look of sadness in eyes. He probably thought that i didn't feel the same way.
Y/n: i want something with you to.
I whispered, i wasnt truly sure if this was actually happening. I was drunk, nothing seemed real.
