Do I know you?.. ~*bokuaka*~

Chapter 2

Bokuto's POV:

I was looking at Kuroo, he was driving carefully, paying attention to every little detail. I felt kinda useless..

I planned to ask Akaashi out, yeah, it didn't work out... When I am looking at Kuroo, I always ask myself: "can I be like him? Do I want to be like him?..." Of course I wanted to be like him, he had that "pink" perfect life who everyone wants..

- "u-um... Kuroo.... " I look at him, believing that he'll answer my question.

- "yes bro? Something wrong?" He looks at me a bit, then he looks back at the road.

- "I want to know...... What is your secret? How are you so successful in life?..." I look at him, a bit depressed.

- "well, I don't really have a secret. It's just pure luck I guess.. Why did you ask anyways?" He was clearly worried, I felt that in his voice while talking to me.

- "y-you know... I want to be like you bro. Everything I do is kinda messed up... I also want to have the perfect life that you've got..." I look out of the window, even more depressed this time.

I didn't know what to do so I can change everything. My life seemed like it hated me for a reason or another... To be honest, it sucks to feel like this. It's the worst feeling you could ever have..

- Kuroo laughs a bit, still being carefully looking at the road. "Bro, I don't know why do you try so hard, you already have a perfect life. You're in top 5 best wing-spikers from Japan, you're in a powerhouse.. I don't know what makes you feel like your life isn't perfect." He laughs again, this time a bit more.

- "y'know, bro... Life, or happiness isn't about a record you surpassed or that you're in a good team.. It is about love and feeling loved, that's all..." As I said this, I immediately knew the answer to my question. "Your secret is that you believed that Kenma loves you, am I right?..."

- My best friend responded while smiling: "yes, that was my secret.. You knew it all the time without your knowing I can say." He smiles, then looks at me.

I smile at him back.. I felt kinda good to know his secret, now, everything I needed to do was to believe that Akaashi also loves me, yeah, unbelievable, but maybe possible.. I just needed to have a little hope, that's all.

- "y'know, maybe I should really ask Akaashi out sometimes.. I have my hopes up.." I smile more, looking out of the window.

- "who knows? Maybe he actually loves you or something... I know it's hard for you to believe that, but you need to hope so.. It's your dream at least.. If you won't believe in it, then no one else can.. "

- "thanks bro... I know that.... " I say this to him, smiling a bit. "Thanks for the support bro... You really help me..." I smile more, looking at him this time.

Even though I looked cheerful, I wasn't.. I knew that something bad would happen if I ask Akaashi out, I felt that in my blood... Something that can change everything... I wanted to change everything... But what if something really happens? Will I be okay with it?... That's the question I'm asking myself for a few weeks... These thoughts have haunted me since I started to think deeper about it...

~* The next day *~

Akaashi's POV:

I woke up this morning really early, strangely early I could say. The sun didn't raised yet, it was pretty chill outside tho. It was 4:23 a.m., it was weird, I never wake up at that hour. After I looked out of the window, I saw something that got my attention. It was actually a man who was bleeding in the middle of the street. I got worried, so I quickly putted a jacket on and I got out of the house, running directly to that man's direction. "Who is this man? What is he doing here, bleeding?" those were the questions that popped in my head while running to him.

As soon as I get next to that man, I start to search up on him. Maybe I could take some evidence, so I could call the police. It was pretty dark outside, so I couldn't see much. "Maybe I should go back in my house and return with a ray." That was my first thought, when I realize something. It wasn't only a random man who maybe tripped and fell. It was actually my mom!!

I start to panick, not knowing what to do. "U-um, u-uhm... M-mom?" I try to move her, to make her wake up or something. She didn't respond, I started to panick more. "What to do, what to do?!?" I immediately run inside the house to get a phone. I call the police.

- "h-hello" I say while my voice was trembling because I was panicked.

- "hello sir, what's the emergency?" The police officer asks me, having a deep voice.

- "i-i found my mom bleeding I'm the middle of the street! P-please send an ambulance"

- "of course, at what address sir?" The police officer says.

I tell him my address and wait patiently for the ambulance to come. The minutes seem to pass so hard. I come next to my mother in a hurry and I hold her head in my lap... I started to become restless, seeing that the ambulance I was waiting wasn't coming. I started to panick more.

- "what should I do? What if the ambulance isn't coming? What if my mother dies?". Those were my thoughts in this moment. I was asking myself a lot of questions: "What if..? And why..? And how..?

The only sounds I could have heard now were only my screams for help. Sadly, no one responded to my call of help. I had only one more option, and that was to call Bokuto-san, he always was next to me when I needed to, why wouldn't he be next to me and now, r-right?...

~* NOTES: *~
Hello guys! I have putted much more effort and wrote a bigger chapter than the first one, I know it isn't such a big effort, and I know it's worth it. I hope you like it and I love you all!!