Kill Me.. Heal Me.. || TAEHYUNG FF

part 1

my name is kim y/n..i am 19 year old and i live with my parents in y/c/n ..i have one more sibling and thats my brother who is younger than me..my parents are currently unstable because of the huge loss in our business..my father's friend betrayed him and because of him my dad's company went bankrupt and now here we are trying to support ourselves...my father was already ill and because of the sudden huge loss of the company he got a panic attack that lead to the paralysis of his hind li,b and now he cant walk so he cant do any work.my mother has to stay with him all day in order to help my father and my brother is still studying and young to do a job...so all the responsibility to support my family is on me..preety much hard  isnt it??  i always wanted to become a doctor .. when i was about 5 -6 years old my dad told me that i used to play with him in whicch i would be the doctor and he will be my patient ..even my mom recorded that scene and now whenever i play it i feel so sad that how happy and peaceful my family was but just because of the greed of my father's friend we lost all our happiness..he was not only his friend but he considered him as a brother but he stabbed our backs..how cruel and greedy this world is... i was willing to become a successful doctor in future but now seeing the condition of my familyy i dont think that i will be able to reach my dream...i really want to become a doctor but when i see my family and the hardships they are facing then i cant want to leave them alone and cope with all of it alone..i should be with them because at this time we all should support each other.. so for now i decided to leave my dream behind and be wwith mu family as they are my first priority...

___________________________________dinner time__________________________________

 i just came back from my part time job at the pizza hut where i am working as a delivery girl...my schooll ends at 1;00 pm so  after that i go to the pizza delivery shop to do my 6 hours shift and come back home at 7;pm ...during weekends i work at the cafe during day time and then again at th pizza hut in afternoon..i also have to focus on my studies to get a stable job in future...my brother is  soon to be turning 16 ..he always ask me that he want to do a job too to help me but i never let him because i want him to focus on his studies...

as i entered the house i saw my dad sitting on the couch i greeted him

y/n; hey dad..

dad; hey champ how was your day...

i went to him and hugged him

y/n; dad dont call me champ now i an not a kid i am already 19

he just laughed

dad;aigo my kid ..i cant believe you are already 19 but you are still my lil princess

y/n; i will always be dad

mom; oh you are home y/n..

my mom said as she came out of kitchen wearing apron

y/n; yeah i just came

mom;then come have dinner..

 i quickly went to wash up and came to the dinning room and sat beside my father

y/n; where is jaadi??

thats his nick name his name is jade btw

mom; oh he hasnt returned from school yet?

y/n; what ? but its already dinner time where the heck is he?

i said as i was about to grab my phone to call him but dad stopped me

dad;let it be y/n-ah.he is not a kid anymore..dont be too hard on him

y/n;but dad he should be home at this time even if he had  a free time he should have came home and studied more but he dont listen to me

dad;dont be so strict on y/n-ah..trust him for what he does..i am sure he had a reason to be late..he will explain now sit and eat dinner

i sighed and sat down

as i was eating i suddenly remember that i have an assingment to make and i have t submit it tomorrow

y/n;shit!!!

mom;what happened dear??

y/n;; i had an assingment and i totally forgot about it and i have to submit it tomorrow

mom;dont worry too much y/n-ah ..you are already doing great..

y/n; no mom i am not doing so great in school my grades are falling gradually but i will try to do my best 

mom;i know my dear

then i saw that dad didnt say anything so i looked at him only to seee that he was in tears

y/n; why are you crying dad?

he let out a sob

y/n; dad???what happeneD???

dad;itss all my fault

he said while sobbing

dad;if i had not trusted my friend so much i wouldnt have been in this state by now and then you didnt have to work so hard..because of me you have to do study as well as do various jobs to support us.thats all my fault

y/n;thats not your fault dad..you didnt know the true colors of your friend...this iss not your fault at all...and iam working hard because i love you all dad and i knoe i learnt it from you..i know you would have been doing the same if you were at my place but i think you could have worked harder than i am doing rn dad.

dad;i am sorry y/n-ah i have just become a burden to you  i cant do anything for you all...i know you wanted to become a doctor ..that was your dream but now you cant make your dream come true andd thats all my fault y/n-ah

y/n; dont say that dad..you are the best dad.you worked so hard dad. so never say anything like that again..i know that becoming a doctor was my dream but you are all my first priority dad..i need you all more than anything..i love you dad

mom;yeah..she is right dont stress yourself.. ia m sure she will become a doctor oneday i know my daughter

i hugged my father and he hugged me back

dad;i love you too my princess

 after a few minutes we heard the front door being opened and then my brother yelled

jaadi; i'm home!!!

then he came to dinning room and greeted us

jaadi;hey everyone!

y/n;where were you jaadi?? its dinner time and you were still not home..where were you??

jaadi;i am sorry noona...i forgot to tell you but i had a group project so i had to go to my friend's house to complete as the dew is tomorrow

y/n;okay but tell me whenever you have to come home late i was worried

jaadi;i am soory noona  i will tell you next time

he said and smiled

y/n;its okay

as he was about to pick up the chicken piece i slapped his hand

jaadi;aish noona!!!! it hurts..

he whined

y/n;look at this whining kid and dad says that he is all grown up..go and wash your hands first and than touch the food

jaadi;aish!!!!

then he went to wash his hands and mom and dad laughed a little at his behaviour

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so here is the first chapter of my second story...highlights were given by my best friend tahira1231 and i just tried to explain...i hope you will like the story..2nd cgapter will be out soon

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