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It was eating him alive.
Hyunjin could still feel Jeongin's lips on his. Whenever he licked his own lips, he swore he could faintly taste his cherry chapstick.
He dreamt about it, about it escalating. He'd wake up, ashamed and embarrassed. Hyunjin covered his face with his hands and fell back onto his pillow breathing shakily.
So I'm needy and a pervert, Hyunjin thought. Even if Jeongin did want to date me, he'd be totally grossed out.
It was Monday morning. Hyunjin promised Jeongin he'd be okay by now, but he'd only gotten worse. Being alone at home only caused his thoughts to cloud his mind.
His phone buzzed on his nightstand and he picked it up, blinded by the light in his still-sleepy eyes.
seungmin 🐶
seungmin 🐶:
so how much longer
are you gonna kill yourself
by keeping this a secret
Hyunjin groaned and covered his eyes with his forearm. Why was Seungmin asking these types of questions at six in the morning? Hyunjin dropped his arm back to his side and typed out a response.
me:
until I know he won't
freak out and stop being
my friend
seungmin 🐶:
jeongin isn't a sensitive
little baby
seungmin 🐶:
sure he might be shocked
and confused if you tell
him
seungmin 🐶:
I don't think it'll ruin
your friendship tho and
in fact, I think he has
feelings for you too
me:
don't joke about that
me:
seriously seungmin
me:
don't give me hope
seungmin 🐶:
you both are such
fucking pessimists it's
seriously annoying
seungmin 🐶:
I'll try and talk some
sense into jeongin. in the
meantime, you need to
figure out how you're gonna
tell him
seungmin 🐶:
we all see you both hurting
I think.. I think you need
each other
me:
wdym ??
seungmin 🐶:
you give jeongin more
reasons to love himself
seungmin 🐶:
and jeongin wants
nothing more than to make
you feel loved. and I know
you need that
seungmin 🐶:
you complete each other
Hyunjin shut off his phone and tossed it to the ground. How was he going to face Jeongin now that he'd heard that? Also, when did Seungmin become so insightful?
Usually it took ages for Hyunjin to get ready because he spent so much time picking the perfect outfit. Today all he wore was a sweatshirt and jeans.
As he was walking out of his room, Jeongin's blue jacket caught his eye. He left it neglected on the chair it was hanging on. He almost went back and got it when he stepped out of his house and into the crisp morning air.
Hyunjin started walking down Main Street and spotted two familiar figures across the way. Hyunjin looked both ways and jogged across to meet them.
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My Side - hyunin
Fanfiction"we're not divided, we're each other's strength all your words are by my side you just calm me down" After his dad got laid off from his big city job, Hyunjin and his family are forced to move to the sleepy town of Yellow Wood. Already failing his...
