Dear diary,
Today i saw him again looking as beautiful as ever. He never fails me with his looks. He's near yet he feel so far from me. I can't hide this feeling. The feeling of wanting you.
You and your friends walking while being the center of attention. Everybody's looking at you. You greeted everybody you pass by, even myself.
Your "Hey" with that innocent smile makes my heart beat faster like running a marathon itself. I forgot how to speak for a second there. Until you walk away with your crew.
I've been trying to be less interested in you. But you seem to be running in my head for sometime. It's also not helping me that you're so friendly even to me.
I wish i have the courage to talk to you like everybody else.
Until then, goodbye.
Written by,
E.
