Y/n~
Finally I can go home now~
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"Aira? Are you there?" I asked and unwear my shoe.
"Oh Y/n?" I saw my Mom.
She's with Aira.
"Mom what's bring you here?" I asked and she just looked at me.
"U-um Y/n... I think I need to buy some foods?" Aira said and about to leave.
"Why are you leaving Aira? Y/n can buy her foods. Besides you must treat well because you had your better grades." My mom said but Aira didn't listened.
Aira leaves the house and now I'm sitting at the sofa straightly and she began to talk.
"So how's your grades?" My mom asked while she crossed her arms.
"Um... the class just started so.." I gulped.
"So? Why don't you be like Aira? She's smart, beautiful, a model. I'm sure she will have a good future. How about you? Is that all you can? Cooking? Reading without understanding? Cleaning? How-" I stand up and faced her.
"Mom, please I'm tired of it! I-I always did my best but... but that is all I can! I thought you were my Mom? But why can't you accept the fact that I'm just like this?! Simple? Unlucky!? Why!? Is it my fault that I can't stand all by myself!? Is it my fault you old woman!?" I said while letting my tears fall.
"You weak. I don't let my relatives being a-"
"Then don't treat me as your relative! Don't treat me as your daughter! Actually.. You didn't treat me like that in the first place. In school, I'm an outcast. In this house I'm different. Where would I place myself?! On heaven? If I die will you be happy!?" I said then I walked out.
It was raining. I think thunder wants to hit me and die. I'm all wet now.
Rain made me feel sad. But actually... Rain is my only comforter. Rain is only I have. Nothing more.
I don't want to hear some words from my mother. Maybe I'm an orphan? That's why she didn't treat me as her daughter.
I'm now at the bridge. Should I jump? I stand at the edge of the bridge and cry.
"Why am I so unlucky!? God why did you let me live in this world!? Why?!" I said and burst in tears.
I'm about to jump but...
Someone hugs me.
Tightly.
Finally.
I can hug someone.
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