I felt a soft nice breeze hit me once I reach the entrance of the University. It felt so good. I just wanted to stand there for a second and feel the breeze for a little longer. Instead I was shoved forward by other students rushing to their classes. Do I really have to go? It is my first day of classes and I should feel excited, I'm finally away to study at a prestigious University, but instead I feel like staying in bed. Not motivated to do anything with my life. Could I be feeling like this by the way my parents reacted to my acceptance here. They never cared for me much. Not once have they asked how school went or how I been. I still remember the day I got my acceptance letter and how I excited I felt to tell my parents, thinking this would surely get them to feel proud of me, to care for me.Boi was I wrong....
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"Mom! Dad! Look!! I got accepted into one of the top Universities in the country!" I told them, showing them my acceptance letter with excitement.
They both looked up and stared at the paper, then at me.
"Oh thats nice, good job" my mom said
"Yah thats nice, you will experience a new life there." My dad said and then they continue their conversation like nothing. At that point I felt like they just wanted me out already. New life? Do they want me to have a new life? Are they really that tired of me? Like thats all you have to say to your only child?I ran upstairs and cried. I have no one.
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I shaked my head and walked into campus. I looked around found the campus very beautiful. I could see myself studying under under the trees and enjoying the view and the fresh air.
I quickly pulled out my phone to check the time but someone had bumped into me. Dropping my phone onto the floor. Crap.
"I'm so sorry!" I said as I started to bow but felt a pair of hands stopping me by gently pushing me back up. I looked up at the person who stopped me from apologizing. I got a good look at the unfamiliar person in front of me. He looked very handsome and tall. As I looked up at his handsome face, I made eye contact with him and something came over me. I don't know how to explain it but I felt....warm? He then smiled at me. Oh goodness, his dimples, they go so well with him.
"Don't apologize, it was my fault. I'm sorry, I wasn't paying attention to where I was walking." said the guy, interrupting my thoughts.
"Oh don't apologize, I should be the one apologizeing, I was on my phone." I said as I was reaching down for it. At the same time he was also reaching down for it, bumping our heads together.
"Ow-" I lost my balance and fell backwards. Thankfully my backpack cushion my back but not so much for my but.
"Oh I'm so sorry, I'm so clum-"
"Its okay, I'm the clumsy one" I chuckled.
I really do bring destruction with me. He quickly picked up my phone and came over and stretched his hand out towards me. I looked at it for a second, confused but realized it right away he was offering it to help me up."Oh, thank you" I took his hand and he pulled me up like I weighed like paper. I see he's strong too. I couldn't tell with the outfit he was wearing. He has a very good sense of fashion. Aish it makes him even more attractive. I started to pat down my pants.
"Its nothing" he shrugged. He handed back my phone and when I looked down on it, I noticed the screen was cracked. Oh no, no, no. I just used the rest of my savings for this phone. I tried turning it on but it wouldn't budge. Omg, what am I going to do? Not like I can ask my parents for money. They don't even answer me when I call. Noticing my frustration, he took my phone and put it in his pocket.
"Hey! Give it b-"
"I'll give it back once I get it fixed for you." He smiled at me, making my heart skipped a beat. Gosh, he has to stop, I keep feeling different when he does that.
"No its fine, its was my fau-"
"It was both our faults..." he interrupted me, "....how about this. I get your phone fixed and you agree to let me treat you for some ice cream as a apology?" He said, giving me a even wider smile.
"Y-yes" I blinked, "Ah, I mean no its not fair. Its fine I pay for the repair on my phone." What was I thinking saying yes at first. He looked at me for a second and then he started to walk away from me.
"Hey! Aish! Stop! My phone!" I went after him, trying to catch up, but he was walking pretty fast.
"I'll give it back when its fix."
"Okay how about I invite ice cream then?" He's really giving me a hard time. He stop walking and thought for a bit.
"Okay, sounds good to me, how about after class?" He turned around, looking down on me.
"Yeah thats fine. Where should we meet up? I have literature in a bit." I bite my lip and look away at the trees beside us. He continued to stare at me. It was making me nervous.
"Oh! With Mr. Kim?" I looked back at him, surprised.
"Yeah?"
"No way we have that class together, what are the odds?!" He chuckled.
"Ha, yeah thats crazy, um, well I see you afterwards then?" I looked at the direction of the building where the class is at. I'm probably late already.
"Yeah, sounds goo- hey! Wait up!" He said as I was fast-pacing myself to class. He caught up to me quickly. Walking at my pace. He was so close that our hands brushed against each other. I felt his soft hand radiating mine with warmth every time he's hands sway by mine. It felt nice. Finally, we made it to our class and I started to make my way to the back. I felt him following right behind me.
I turned to him "um, its okay if you want to sit somewhere else. I'm just going to sit in the back." I didn't want him to sit by me. I already feel guilty for letting him pay to fix my phone. Also I kept getting nervous around him and I didn't like that feeling at all.
"Its okay, Its nice to sit with a classmate I know, even though we just met, and a pretty one at that." I turned to look at him when he called me "pretty" and found him smiling at me. I looked away right away, blushing really hard. He really does have a pretty smile. STOP! He's not interested, he just feels guilty and pities me, thats all. I continue to go to the back and took my seat and he came to sit by me. I think I won't learn anything in class if he's sitting by me. Matter-a-fact I don't even know his name. Let me ask hi-
The professor came in and greeted the class with a hello. I guess I'll ask him after class.
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