Telling Truth

No one's cares They're just  pretending to me I fell empty inside die with memories not dreams  I hate those moment after lm  done crying and just sit there emotionless  sometimes I think  too much and  make my self sad I'm not the boy used to be because the dawn right before the sun rise is the darkest be strong  when things fall apart it's  sad really that  the only reason I haven't killed my self  yet is  because  I don't want to hurt  anyone but the reason  I want to kill my self is because everyone is hurting me if it's still in your mind it's worth taking risk god my maker, the devil my friend which side will I choose in the end? No fucks given and one day, your  name didn't make me smile anymore Everyday my heart reminds me to forget to you Learn to wait  there always time for everything.