Funny how one seems to crave life that was taken for granted the moment it'll soon cease to exist. How one regrets their past actions the very moment they're on death's door.
As a child, I never had anything I wanted unless I work myself to death. Never had the chance to live a normal life like any other kids. Never had the chance to love and to be loved.
"what the heck is love even?" I oftenly ponder as everything seems to revolve around the said word. I don't get how you can't live without love, I mean... I've been doing that ever since I learned how to breathe on this godforsaken planet.
As a person lacking with basic morals, I cling to anyone that will show me even the slightest display of kindness. Cling to someone who I deem interesting and entertaining.
However, as time goes by, I've met a lot of interesting people that made me feel different kinds of emotions. They made me laugh, made me feel joyful and contented, even made the butterflies in my stomach flutter.
I wonder if I could experience that again.
Nevertheless, life isn't full of sunshine and rainbows. My adventure was also sullied by someone's betrayal and jealousy. I even almost caused someone's end.
How I would do ANYTHING just to redo everything.
Ah... If there's even a God.
Please... Grant my soul- one last chance.
"COME!!!"
Looking up the sky as I begin to feel tears in my eyes. Never have I ever felt so blissful to see someone my entire life as if he's God himself, removing all my worries away.
For some reason my body no longer feels fatigue as Katsuki used all of his energy for the long awaited escape using a huge explosion to propel himself up to the sky.
Despite all the things he'd done, I couldn't help but feel grateful that he's safe. That we're about to go home.
Reaching out my hand to him up there, mentally saying that I'll be there, as I saw his eyes widened.
The world around me seems to be on slow motion- taken aback as a blade from a chunk of flesh was plunged on my chest.
"Eh?"
Slowly turning my head back as I saw him- All Might's nemesis.
Trembling, as my pupils dilate, shocked as the blood spurted out of my mouth.
"I got ya~" he sang those words as he bolster my body up, feeling the blade broadened the injury on my chest. Feeling the vibrations, feeling the pain intensifies, as he couldn't help himself but chuckle from the lack of response from the heroes around him until he went to a full blown laugh.
"This revolution may not be successful, but I, atleast tarnished ALL of your reputation!"
"THE END BEGINS NOW!!!"
Throwing me harshly as my ears rang. Breathing seems to be an impossible task now- my body begins to feel cold until it became numb.
"MIZUKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!" was the last thing I heard.
How I regretted a lot of things as of this moment.
How I wish I could hear someone say those words to me.
Those damn words I crave for him to say.
"Nee, don't you feel the same?"
ai shite iru to itte hoshī
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C̶I̶R̶C̶L̶E̶S̶ (Boku no Hero Academia x OC)
FanfictionA story in which she experienced everything all over again. If everything is already written by destiny, will "she" let the fate repeat itself? Or will she go against the odds and change the future.