INSECURITIES \SAD😢

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I looked at myself in the mirror looking at a piece of shit. I didn't like the way I look or I didn't have curves. I don't even know why ondre loves me. Doesn't he see my fat stomach? I thought to my self as a few tears went out of my eyes. Babe come down kover made food! Shouted my boyfriend down stairs. I wiped my tears and fixed my makeup.

I wore an oversized hoddie as I put on a fake smile and went downstairs.Hey annie you never wear hoddies, is there an occasion? Asked chase. No and look who is talking lilhoddie ? I Spoke . Everyone laughed as I went to dre who was sitting on the couch laughing at my joke and I cuddled into him. You good baby? He mumbled in my hair.

Ya I am fine just not hungry. I spoke. Ok fine then I will go to eat. He spoke as he kissed me and went to the dining table. I just sat there watching  all the models having a perfect a curve and are so skinny. I felt so worthless and I just went to our shared bedroom as I continue seeing pics.

Hey baby want to eat cake? Spoke Dre coming inside our room. No thankyou. I spoke as I pulled the coveres over me.

Ondre knew that annie wasn't good cuz she never denies cake. And wanted Annie to tell him on her own.

Baby can I cuddle with you? Asked Dre Babe you don't need to ask come here! I spoke as I did a needy hand. He smiled as he walked to me and cuddled with me we fell asleep.

At 5:00am I got up as I sobbed seing myself in the mirror. I still felt hands on the side of my waist. Baby why? Ondre asked whining. I don't deserve you! I spoke as tears fell from my eyes. What do you see in the mirror? He asked . A piece of shit I spoke seriously. You wanna know what I see? He spoke. I nodded in response. 

Well I see a gorgeous,smart,hot,beautiful,cute girl right there. He said pointing at the mirror. Really? Yes babygirl! He spoke

I love you. I said. I love you too. He replied


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