I don't know how to be loved.
I will worry about you far more than I should
And I will get upset without your attention.
I will get mad when you don't take care of yourself.
I'll never be able to fully trust you because I'm so scared you'll rip it apart.
I'll push you away involuntarily when I feel like you're going to hurt me.
My anxieties and sadness comes out in frustration and anger and I'll most likely take it out on you because you're the only person I have.
I'll start arguments and I won't be able to stop even when I know I'm wrong.
I need too much reassurance.
I'll overthink a lot,
And I'll ask to many questions because of it.
I can't control it.
I'm so bad at being loved but I can promise you that I will love you with such intensity that it becomes uncontrollable at times.
Every fiber of my heart will beat with the thought of you and I won't be able to hold it in.
And I won't know how to stop it.
So I'm sorry if it's annoying
Or if you can't handle it.
But I hope you try your hardest to.
