You belong to me

CHAPTER 23

~~ FREYA ~~

I wake up alone. I look around to see if Antonio is somewhere in our room but he isn't. I'm panicking, I'm so afraid to be alone. I can barley breath, I whimper and cry. I can't get out of bed. Everything in my body protests and I feel paralysed. The door opens and I'm hyperventilating. I see Antonio runs towards me.

"What's wrong?"

I cry.

"I don't want to be alone."

"I'm here."

"But you weren't when I woke up."

He frowns and then I can see how it clicks in his head.

"I'm sorry, babe. I'm here now. Please calm down."

He hugs me and I try to contain my breathing. He strokes one hand over my back.

"He made me this way. Afraid and weak. I hate him. I'm gonna kill him!"

I'm so angry! Never in my life would I think that I would be raped. I always been a confident girl, always knew how to charm boys. I never used it tho. I wasn't interested to make an effort and sure sometimes I gave in but they were never allowed to touch me and they respected that.

But now, I feel like a lost little girl. Like he destroyed the woman in me. I don't even want to have sex. Not even with Antonio. I feel a slight disgust when I think about sex and that makes me feel bad for Antonio. It's not his fault and he will be the one to suffer. I don't know if I ever want to have sex again.

"We have him and Melanie locked up. We just wanted to wait until you felt strong enough. We all thought you should be the one who decides what happens to them. If you want to?"

I nod.

"Yes, I want to decide their fate. Can we see them now?"

If you think you're up for it."

"Oh, I am."

Antonio smirks and kiss my forehead. I feel bad for having these feelings. I love him with all my heart, but right now, I can't give him all of me.

"You okay?"

He sees that I'm thinking.

"No. I have a confession."

"Okay?"

I shew on my lip.

"Well, right now I don't want to have sex ever again."

He frowns.

"I understand that. Did you think I would touch you like that without your permission? After what he did to you?"

"No. I know you would never do that. I just wanted to be honest and tell you how I'm feeling. I mean, someday I'll love to have sex again but just not right now."

He kiss my forehead again.

"I know. When you're ready, just let me know. I won't pressure you but I am here for you, please just don't shut me out."

"I would never. You're the best thing in my life an I don't want to lose you."

I peck his lips softly with mine.

"I love you."

"I love you to."

We cuddle for a while before I decide to take a shower and get dressed. I want to feel fresh when I see those assholes and I can't wait to make them suffer.

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~~ ANTONIO ~~

Freya takes a shower and I stay in bed looking up at the sealing. She comes out from the bathroom all dressed and ready. God, she's gorgeous!