Why me

Chapter 1

*choles prov*

I rolled over and looked at the time its 9:50 Am i just look at my wall and   thouht about my mom i miss her i miss her eyes everything i miss of her.Ever since the car crush i keep blaming my self about it..

*Flash about the car crush*

I asked my mom if i could stay at Hunters house my mom just look at me and smiled she knew i was inlove Yea sure you can spend the night at Hunters my mom said my dad didnt like hunter he just thought he was going to knock me up and leave me. My dad looked at me and my mom No she is not spending the night at a boys house Chole your just 14 i dont want you walking im the house pregant my dad said i looked at him Dad im not going to get pregant i never had sex i promised you not in till i get married why cant you just like him Dad i said. Hunny just let her go why dont you trust her my mom said to my dad.

I told her NO! NO IS NO THATS IT my dad yelled SHES 14 JAKE SHES NOT A BABY ANYMORE my mom said to my dad. He looked at my mom taking hes eyes off the road I DONT WANT MY DAUTHER BEING A SLU a car hit us i scarmed mom dad please wake up but they never did. I knew they where gone it was my fault if i didnt ask to spend they night at hunters
*end of  flash back*

I rolled over and got up i was going to the mall with my Best friend Amber  i got up and had a shower after i put on whit shorts and crop top i did my hair and make up. I went down staris and saw shelly making food shes my foster mom Goodmoring i said she looked at me and smiled goodmoring Chole you hungery i Faked smiled back no thank you but can i go to the mall today with Amber i said sure sweet heart there 50 dollers over there for you have fun and be safe i grab the money and left i texted Amber saying i will be there in 5 mins when i got there i saw Amber i smiled  we went to the frozen yogert place so Amber hows you Conner i said with a wink she looked at me then looked away whats wrong i asked she looked at me and said he used me he only wanted sex i huged her and said it was okay why dont we go shopping and get your mine off of it.
*after shopping *

I open in the door to my house and saw shelly crying i run up to her and asked her whats wrong she looked at me and said its your brother hes been shot hes died im so sorry Chole i looked at her and ran to my room i slamed the door and broke down crying soon sleep took over me.