One shot x readers

nathan prescott x reader Never again

Disclaimer- art is not mine.
Warning: mentions of the following
•drugs
•rape
•some cussing
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my eyes glanced around the university square as i walk out of blackwells doors, books in hand, i was tired from long draining classes, so ready to get in my dorm room, change into comfy pajamas.

"ahhhh if it isnt (y/n)," i heard a male voice say as i felt an arm creep around my shoulder, an was pulled closer to a chest.

"hello nathan," i said with annoyance as i use an arm to grab his arm to remove it from my shoulder, the smell of cigarette smoke woofing off his signature red jock jacket, my nose scrunched up in disgust.

"hows my girl, havent seen you lately, busy shutting your self up in your dorm room again?" nathan said with smirk as he following me as i kept walking.

nathan an i had been friends childhood friends, but once we both got into blackwell he changed, in ways i hate. i try to keep my distance, i hoped that after he become some what popular he would completely forget about me an leave me alone. i was sadly wrong.

i sighed as a glance at him, but i do not say a word, "come one (y/n) you need to try an loosen up a bit, why dont you come to the party thats gonna be at the pool tonight?" he said walking infront of me to cause me to stop, i just glared an walked around him, ignoring him an glaring is the best i can do at the moment, he knows i hate party's an loud noises, an big croweds.

"UGH, why are you like this now, your always ignoring me, come on what happened to my best friend, is she not in there anymore," he said irritated.

suddenly i felt every thing in me snap, my blood began to boil, so i turned around

"WHAT HAPPENED TO ME?!" i began to yell, "MORE LIKE WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?! DONT ACT LIKE I DONT KNOW ABOUT YOUR DRUG USE, OR HOW YOU GET SHIT FACED DRUNK OR HIGH ON SAID DRUGS PRACTICALLY EVER SINGLE DAY, NATHAN I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU OR YOUR LITTLE DRUG BUNNY GANG!!"

a look of shock covered his face.

"AN DONT GET ME STARTED ABOUT HOW I KNOW DURING THE FIRST OF YOUR PARTYS THAT I ATTENDED, THAT YOU DRUGGED A FEW OF MY DRINKS, DO YOU HAVE ANY FUCKING CLUE WHAT EVEN FUCKING HAPPEND TO ME THAT DAY! DO YOU?! NO YOU DONT, YOU DONT KNOW HOW SOME RANDOM GUY DRAGGED ME TO A SECLUDED AREA AN DECIDED HE COULD DO WHAT EVER HE WANTED WHILE I WAS UNABLE TO FIGHT HIM BACK!" TEARS BEGAN TO SPILL OUT OF MY EYES AT THE MEMORIES. "i dont even remember what he looked like.....i was never able to go to the police because of it..."

the shock was replaced by confusion an then shock again as he began to go white. he was just frozen there unable to talk, i just walked past him quickly glaring as i whip my tears away.
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~pov change~

as you began to walk away an through the dorm doors, you had no idea of the sight behind you.

nathan began to shake, tears running down his face as he stared off in the distance, mind a mess, his legs soon buckled under his weight, he just fell to his knees, an soon looked at his hands "did i really hurt her that bad, how could i have ever fucked up this bad...how could i have ever let that happen to her..." his voice but a quaver whisper. his bestfriend, the girl he held so dearly to him, the girl he dreamed he would marry, an be with for all that he had of his life, no longer cared, an hated him, she no longer wanted him in her life.