Yay it's my birthday and I'm now 18. My mom and sister wanted to go to the movies but all I wanted was to spend time with my friends. They never asked me how "I" wanted to spend my birthday. Seeing some movie for themselfs was just a way to say they did something for my birthday. I wasn't clueless to the game ma. I'm angry because of you, it's been 7 years and my pops was still no where to be found. No phone calls or texts nothing but memories to be still pondering. Needing a father figure in my life but never receiving one got me so vicious. I got so delusional when I was younger that my ma threated me twice, she was going to send me to juve. I laughed histerically and said outloud, "Well third time is the charm, wouldn't you agree?" What did you say Danielle? Said ma... "Nothing, don't even worry about it" I replyed back. I was on the road to destruction. I was so angry that I decided to stay in the car while my ma and sister went and seen the movie, while it was freezing cold outside. No heater, no car running. Just me and my thoughts.
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