Nerdy meets the one :)

Chapter 5

i'm now in the bathroom at my house.. "ugh!! i just can't help it!! i always smile whenever i see him! and my heart always skips a beat >_< i-is this l-lov-v-ve?! no way... it's not! i know it's not! t-thats impossible!! ugh! just forget it! i am not inlove T^T.. right brain??"

i'm crazy = =.. i realized that i was talking to myself.. then someone knocked at the door.. "hey! what are you talking about! are you inlove?! :D" O_O it's my mom! "w-what?! n-noo! no i'm n-not!" i said then blushed.. >_< waaaaahhh!!~ she heard me talking!!! 

 I went to my room immediately then hugged my big pillow. >_< i smiled then blushed.. am i?..... really inlove? i said to myself then screamed while putting my head at the pillow.. i slept after that..

RRRIIINNNGGG!!

i heard my cellhone rang then picked it up.. it's just 3:00 am.. :D i woke up early so i can see Matt immediately too.. i don't know why but i feel happy whenever he's there.. but what would i do to the girls that bullied me yesterday?!! T^T i'm still scared.. 

i know i'm such a weakling T^T but i was always bullied.. so i'm actually getting used to that but still, i'm scared to be bullied again.. :)

but i know Matt will protect me :) i can't give up now? hmm oh well xD

i went to the bathroom, took a shower, brushed my teeth then ate my breakfast.. i got out immediately then went to our school.. when i got in to the school or our class, i saw Matt.. he was the only one there.. "Matt! w-why are you early today?" i said then sat on my chair.. "umm nothing.. i j-just wanna go eary today" he said kinda blushing = = hmmmm suspicious.. why is he blushing? "are you sick or something?" i asked him then he looked away from me.. still blushing like a tomato.. "n-no i'm not.. i-it's just hot here.." he said.. hmmm oh well. ^_^

"so, h-how are you?" he asked. "i'm fine.." i answered.. "ohh okay." he said. "hmmm how about you?" this time, i asked him.. "i-i'm uhh g-good..." he said.. o-okay? it's a little bit akward here? 

that moment was so quiet and akward.. O_O i heard the door opened in our class.

"hi! goodmorning!!" the girl said.. "g-good morning.." we both said then we both blushed too.. O_O omg omg omg... it's so weird and akward!! but fyuuu! thank god atleast someone is here now.. i looked at the girl again then realized.. O_O w-was that the girl from the bus??! "u-um ehem... hmmm a-are you the girl from the bus station??" i asked her.. she stared at me then realized that it was me also from the bus station.. "ohh hi there!!!!" she said then i was surprised.. why is she here? "j-jane?" i said... "umm yah!! hi Jess!" she said.

"h-hi!!" i said shyly with a little bit of an exited tone hehe :3 "how are you? it's been so long! well not that long but i missed you, you know? haha" she said smiling.. she missed me? but i only met her twice.. were not that close? i mean i missed her but i didn't expect that she would miss me too. :/ oh well.. "umm i-im fine and i-i misse you too.." i said.. i looked at Matt and saw him like this = =..

"umm Matt.. do you know her?" i asked him.. "umm yah.. she's my cousin.. = = " he said.. O_O really?! ohhhh i see.. hmmm O_O i'm a little bit surprised.. hmm okay a lot surprised.. really? hmm but theirs a personality that they both have ^_^ their both friendly :) well thats a relief.. xD "hmm o-okay?" i said.. "ohh yah!! you met him already?" Jane said..

"ummm h-he's my only friend actually.." i said.. "but now you have few friends already ^_^" Matt said then smiled.. well that made me smile :) "ohh so like he's your boyfriend or something? :D" Jane said O_O  "n-no way!! n-no he's n-not!!" i said blushing.. >_< i hope they didn't see that! "your blushing!! omg! you like him!!" Jane said O_O w-what just happened!! "uhhh whats happning here?" Matt said akwardly.. O_O "n-n-noo! ofcourse n-not!!!" i said denying but i really like him tho'..

O_O what did i just said to myself?! i-i liked h-h-him??!! O_O "hmm oh well? :D " Jane said smiling.. she's teasing me!! T^T 

after a few minutes of akwardness, a few students got to our class finally -.- i felt something like somebody's staring t me.. O_O it terrifies me a little bit, i looked fo the guy or girl, then i saw Matt staring at me and smiling ,,O_O,, i blushed.. "w-what do y-you want?" i asked him still blushing >_< 

"uhh um!! n-nothing!" he said then immediately looked away then blushed.. i just smiled then laughed quietly.. "w-what?!" he said blushing hehe xD he looks cute when he's blushing ^_^.... O_O did i just say he's c-cute??? waaaahhhhh!!~ why did i say that!! 

it's almost lunch break.. 

RRRIIINNNGGG!!

the bell rang.. it's lunch break. i'm scared... what if the girls that bullied me showed up again >_< i don't know what to do without matt! what if he got something to do again and have to leave me for a while >_< ughh!! why am i such a weakling! i hate myself!!! "hey? are you scared?" matt asked me.. "n-no i'm not!" i said denying. = = even tho i am scared.. "ohhh so i can leave you at the canteen?" he said, O_O nooo pls stay!!! "w-what?! w-wait a minute!! you can't just leave me again? what if they showed up again?!" i said panicing..

"HAHAHAHA!!" he just laughed at me. = = i was tricked.... "i was just kidding you know? haha i won't leave you again.. i promise. " he said then pulled me and went to the canteen. while he was holding my hand and pulling me... i can't help but smile :) i realized that no one is alone in the world :) even i am not alone! haha i wish i had met him before.. maybe my life would have been great and different.. hmmmm.. :/