𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 • 𝐡𝐤

ten

I used to wake up looking forward to go to school just so I could annoy you just to see your cute reactions.

I'd mess up our practices just so you would sit beside me so that I could "memorize" the piece.

I'd purposely be clumsy just so you could laugh at me.

I like how you would be jokingly annoyed, angry, sad, irritated but also laugh because of me.

It was then I saw you and Taehyun hold hands while you were holding a bouquet of flowers on the other hand.

I saw how Taehyun put his arm around your shoulders.

I saw how happy you were.

I was supposed to be supporting you because that's what makes you happy.

But, it was supposed to be me making you laugh and smile.

It was supposed be me wrapping your shoulders with my arms.

It was supposed to be me protecting you.

But who am I kidding? This is just a crush. A little crush won't hurt that bad right?

Then why i'm I feeling like this?

Isn't this supposed to be just a crush?