After a year I still can't get over him. I need to but.... I cant.
He hates me, I love him but.... he won't even be my friend.
................................What did I do?
I had sex with him for fucks sake! What did I do wrong?
I want to die and get it over with but I love my parents WAY too much so I won't.
But every day in every class in my small note book I will write my deepest desires.... "the first pages are filled with my biggest desire." I said to my friend who had asked about the book "but the first ten pages only say 'kill me' over and over again" she responded with a confused tone......................................
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"Exactly."
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Vents,rants and depressing shiz
Random🛑⛔️❌WARNING❌⛔️🛑 Includes: Self harm Self hate Depression Suicide Suicidal thoughts Starvation Suicide attempts Mentions of sexual themes Toxic friends Past relationship Toxic school life
