Morbid and Beautiful- It means "How Could I Live Without You?" Which is polished into a more earnest, poetic term.
This story is about two best friends that fell in love with each other. But something happened because of which he left. Moving on fr...
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Elena's P.O.V.
I didn't hear from Liam as some time went by cause I was so engrossed in my studies for the mid-term exams that I didn't even have time to talk to my friends. The only thing we discussed was marks, grades, and exams.
Also, Liam never tried reaching me for which I'm glad cause I didn't know how to face him after those nasty things my drunk-inner-slut did. After that stunt that Sophie pulled on me by thrusting me to Liam when I was so drunk, she couldn't stop teasing me of my so-called romantic feelings for him.
I know I keep denying the fact that I am obsessed with Liam and can't forget him. But it's not the end of the world, right? I should try to move on and not lose hope of finding someone much better than him.
It's all just the beginning of my life. Soon, I'll be 18 and entering adulthood. Even though my heart wishes to forgive him and just forget everything he did that night three years ago, I just can't get over the fact that I don't know who he is or what he does or why he left and disappeared.
What if he leaves again after I accept him with open arms. How am I supposed to trust him? My decisions might look idiotic to some people but I was just 15 years old, who knew nothing about anything and simply loved and trusted Liam with all her heart.
But I know now. I know I'm not supposed to make the same mistake repeatedly.
Urgh crap, I forget to give my mom a call and ask her things that are more important to me than someone who keeps leaving me. I should focus and spend more time with those who stay there for me and not just come and go whenever they feel like.
"Hey, mom!" Hearing my mom's voice after so long refreshes me and calms me down. Just a simple glimpse of her gives me a lot of courage and hope that everything will get back to normal.
"Good morning dear, how are you?" She asked softly from the other side of the phone.
"I'm fine mom. My exams just got over and the results will be out soon. Just a little scared." I let out a nervous chuckle as my mom replied sounding completely exhausted.
She's someone who understands me. She might not be with me all time physically but I know she is there to accompany me in each step I take forward. We do get mad at our parents sometimes but always come back to them for anything we need and they are always there to help us out.
"Don't worry sweetie, I'm sure you did your best." She assured, making me smile.
"How's everyone mom? Is grandpa okay?"
"They are fine sweetie. The doctors can't really say anything for now...Hopefully, everything will get back to normal. Let's just hope for the best." I can clearly see the hesitation in my mom's voice and her attempt to cover their pain and disappointment as she tries to hide what my family is dealing with.
"Hmm...mom, is everything all right?" I ask, worried.
There are some things, I know they can't speak about. But what I can do is hold their hands and not let them crash. "Everything is fine honey, I have to go and check on your grandpa. I'll talk to you later okay?"
