HOPE YOU DO - R RATED

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Jilly Anais
Los Angeles,Tarzana

After like four naps,breast pumping and changing diapers .

I ended up right here with my baby's frail little body in my arms as i laid in the bed with him.

I watched him sleep as a smile appeared on my face , i couldn't believe this was my life right now .

First i met Chris and now were having a family of our own.

Me:no matter what I'm always going to be here for you baby boy , ill never ever leave you, me and your daddy will always protect you and make sure that you straight *brushes finger across his little nose*

He started moving ,his little face scrunched up and his little arms and legs started moving around , his pink lips crept up into a little smile and then formed into a frown.

Little cries emerged from his mouth as i picked him up and moved him over to my shoulder.

I used my other hand to pat his back as he hushed .

Im so in love with him , thank you god for blessing me with such an amazing family,boyfriend and now two amazing kids.

Roro entred the room and joined us on the bed she held her hands outwards meaning that she wanted to hold her fragile brother.

I told her to scoot up to where the pillows where against the bed head and i scooted a little bit and placed him down gently into her hands.

She smiled at him, his big beautiful eyes that looked so much like chris's started back upwards into hers .

They were so cute together i took hella videos and pictures and sent some of them too chris.

Hubby😍😘

Yo lil man looking at her like he known her forever

Ikr they do cute together

imma be home soon babe
Im just finishing some stuff up
here at the studio love you

I love you more and oh pick up some
Food on your way home chinese or something

Aight

I seriously love this man yo.

By this time chris had arrived back at the house with our food and i gave ro hers and we sat down to eat.

I gave Caiden to chris since he was being fussy.

This nigga gone be a traitor and act up in front of his daddy.

Im the one that gave birth to him and feeds him *rolls eyes*.

The audacity but whatever.

I watched and recorded as chris fed him and talked too him.

God thank you so much i literally cannot thank you enough for all the blessings that you have given this far in my life.

This right here is where i wanna be .....this is my family and im so in love with them.

I want this man to be my husband lord please.

After i put the kids too bed me and chris cuddled up on the couch and watched a movie.

While watching the movie the question came up about revealing him to the world .

I've thought about this since i got pregnant , i really don't want to be bombarded with all these questions about why i stopped posting bikini/whole body pictures and even to make matters worse my baby will be all over the biggest tabloids and Instagram fan pages not too mention The Shade Room those niggas really have me wanting to push the shit out of them.

Chris: i wanna wait a while until we reveal him i want us and the family too spend time with lil man you know

Me: yeah me too

Chris: everybody knows not to post no pictures or shit till we tell them too i hope i ain't gotta fuck up a nigga bout my son

Me: *laughs* yeah me too your fans and my followers gonna be on our ass bout keeping Caiden from them tho *laughs*

Chris: *laughs* yeah i know but shit i want some privacy with my family

Me: *leans up and kisses chris* me too babe

Revealing him to everybody is gonna be hard but this is our life right now we just wanna enjoy him for a little while longer.

A/N-Hey y'all this was a calm little chapter things gonna heat up soon in the upcoming chapters bare with me on these slow updates things have been not so good but i hope y'all are okay .

Anddd some of you guys have been confused with the fathers day chapter vs the gender reveal chapter sorry for the little mix up i fixed it too suit so now y'all wont be confused .