He tells me I'm too lazy or too fat or too emotional knowing that his words are as sharp as knives
He tells me to suck it up because "life isn't as bad as you act like it is.
Little does he he know he's the reason I cry at night.
Little does he know how horrible it feels knowing that the one person that kept you alive, at the young age of 9 wants to die because she doesn't feel loved anymore.
Little does he know that you plan on leaving this toxic household as soon as your old enough to whether you have the money to or not.
Little does he know how terrible it feels knowing that if he ever found out that this house would no longer be home just because I don't wanna be living a life like Ken and Barbie.
I just want to be happy without being told that I need to change
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Trigger warning
RomanceBasically my diary but where my family cant find it (go ahead and read it if you want to but it could be triggering) also it's in the romantic category because you have to start romanticizing your life or you'll never fine the love story you yearn f...