11:50PM October 13,2019
You just finished crying... it hurts seeing and hearing you cry mahal ko... But it feels good that you're crying everything out to the Lord... Yes really when we're on our knees there's power that fills up our soul and gives us comfort.
I never thought I would come to this point where I'll feel a big responsibility and this eagerness to help someone in all cost.
Truly serving God isn't easy you'll face everything. Satan is always there to discourage and destroys us. But he's nothing when God is with us.
Grabe, I just realized how hard and challenging kung ano ung ppsukin ko... Hindi basta-basta ang mging ministerial wife, kahit wala pang 1 month I already feel my responsibility as a partner/helpmeet. Hirap maging pastor andming Anak-anakan... Kadalasan sumbungan ng Lahat... Ung tipong mga problema ng mga brethren alam mo...kht s ultimo problema nila s pamilya at pera...
I saw alot and I knew a lot of pastors wife and families... Madalas npapabayaan ang family sa kabusyhan ng pastor s mga nasasakupan... Kaya madalas din akong makakita at makarinig ng mga anak ng pastor na napapariwara ang buhay...
Hindi madali ang gawain nila... And I realized na hindi din madali ang maging asawa ...
While your husband acts as the ears of the brethren you as a wife plays an important role.
If she will elevate her affections, and in sanctification and honor preserve her refined, womanly dignity, woman can do much by her judicious influence to sanctify her husband, and thus fulfill her high mission. In so doing she can save both her husband and herself, thus performing a double work. In this matter, so delicate and so difficult to manage, much wisdom and patience are necessary, as well as moral courage and fortitude. Strength and grace can be found in prayer. Sincere love is to be the ruling principle of the heart. Love to God and love to the husband can alone be the right ground of action.... AH 126.4
