Notes {K.TH} ✔️

𝙨𝙖𝙙 𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜

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i quickly put the note into your locker and walked to my seat.

everyone quickly started to fill the classroom and that included you.

you went to your locker like normal and you picked up the note.

i got nervous while seeing your reaction, you didn't have a smile on your face and you didn't put the note in your pocket.

instead you put it in your bag and came to your seat.

this reaction had me nervous but i just pushed that aside and told myself to be confident and don't get down with your reaction.

i figured i should go home and get ready to meet you after school.

i grabbed my bag from the chair and headed to the teachers office.

i saw hyunseo walking out smiling and went to the front gate leaving.

this had me questioning why she was leaving, she never left school, she was afraid of her parents reaction to her leaving.

i pushed that aside and went in to make my excuse for leaving.

i told the teacher my excuse and she let me leave.

i walked to the gate quickly and left.

i saw you by the gate smiling and laughing with hyunseo more than you ever did before.

i pushed it off and walked back to my apartment.

i thought about you the whole entire way there.

would my happiness begin or end today?

would i walk home with you or walk home crying because you didn't come?

with all these thoughts roaming through my head i wasn't watching where i was going and bumped into someone in a hurry.

i ended up falling on my butt and hands.

scraping them in the process.

"watch where your fucking going bitch!"

she ran off before i could say anything back.

i got up and looked at my now scraped up hands.

i sighed to myself and speed walked home to get ready.

time skip~

i finished getting ready and went to the café to wait for you.

but once i was almost there it started pouring rain.

i put my hands over my head and ran underneath the roof to wait for you.

10 mins

20 mins

30 mins

40 mins

50 mins

1 hour

i stood an hour waiting for you but you never came in the end.

i was about to leave till i saw you walking with hyunseo underneath an umbrella to the café.

my heart dropped at the sight.

we weren't dating but it still hurt me in the worse way ever.

we were just fine yesterday why is it like this now?

why is she with you?

before you guys could notice me i turned my back and walked home in the rain.

you could've wrote a note or anything in your locker.

or if you knew it was me just tell me you were dating her.

of course everyone has a crush on her so why am i surprised that you did too?

i wasn't looking both ways and just took my way across the street.

before i knew it i was flying into the air and quickly fell onto the ground.

i tried to look around but all that i saw was people gathering around me with their phones to their ears.

i ended up getting hit by a car.

i tried to look around and there was no car in sight.

my vision start fading and my mind was going blank.

"yah! somin wake up!! it's jimin! stay awake for me ok? you can at least do that much for me ok? stay awake don't close your eyes on me ok?"

jimin?

my head was in his arms and he was crying.

i heard sirens in the distance and before i knew it i was gone.

my mind was blank and i couldn't see anything.

flowers and grass started to peak into my mind.

is this what death is?

i want to go back.

i guess this was fate.

i guess my happiness ended for good today.

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