when I was u ✔

Chapter 18 : Jealous? Nope.

I went home Mon came with me too. I told her everything that happened with me with in the last 6 months with him and with them. She believed

" I want proof of what you said. " She whined.

"And how am I supposed to give you proof. " I spat.

"They are releasing they're new song dynamite. Tell me the lyrics.
And I'll believe . Chaeballyeo " She said doing her little aegaeo thingy, god why does she always have to remind me she is straight and I still have a crush on her.

" Could have just asked me without beating in the bushes. " I laughed.

[5 minutes later]

"You could sing it cuz it's full english. If it was Korean you couldn't have been able to sing it " She mocked.

"For your kind information I am now fluent in Korean. 🙂. " I said with a straight face.

"Good job . Now tell me how does Jin look from close? " She said.

"The same that he looks on screen. " I said in a duh tone.

"Did you drink any soju? " She asked.

"No." I said.

"Did you drink any ppoppo ?" She asked.

"No" I said blankly.

"You're no fun. " She throwing a fist on my bed.

"I know right ." I laughed.

We entered my room. It's a mess I was jungshooked. Also it's so dusty

Mon was laughing watching me devastated.

[2 hours later ]

We cleaned our whole room. While chatting on my adventures in Bangtan. She left Shortly after that

She told how she helped Jungkook be me. I Think of that poor guy who had an angelic face and suddenly wake up
with my horror movie type face.

Huh
It's so tough for me to believe my most finest dream I was living in
Just broke.

Wow
Life really is unexpecting. Have I even wanted to become Jungkook yet I became him and now that I am back being me. I miss being him
I mean not practically being him but being with bts.

I will never be able to meet them again. So it's best for me to forget them. Forget Namjoon

Yess

I will forget him, I will forget listening his piano, I will forget my head on his shoulder. I will forget every memory of me being with them.

Ughh

No
No
No

I can't

Let's just take it as a dream. These sweet memories. How'm I supposed to forget then? I can't , I won't I will remember these till the rest of my life.

Let's be happy at least I had them with me for once that was out of context for me to have.

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[Namjoons point of view]

Damn

I told her to come under the unbrela. Why did she had to be the hero? I don't understand these tomboys. Being a rebel.Went in the rain and now she has fainted struck by the lightning again.

What is it with where and the lightning. Does she attract it or something.

What if she never wakes up? What if it's Jungkook and not her ? Only position thoughts, let's think positive.