chapter four ;; opioid

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by -sebivvvvvv

by -sebivvvvvv

iv'e been thinking honestly, should i actually date Dylan, me and her have been spending time with each other 23/8...and the sex, iv'e never felt that good since the first time me and Billie did it, but its like the more i try to get close to Dylan, the more Billie tries to take me away from her,

i mean don't get me wrong I love Billie I do, its just that she kinda ruined my life, She was the reason i almost got hit by a car and she is now the reason why i'm low-key addicted to my pain killers now

Dylan haven't noticed how i am when i take them she just thinks that there side affects but I actually was supposed to get off them two months ago, but i started getting them from the local drug dealer and put them in my old medication bottle

Iv'e notice how i feel careless when i take them, I feel free and invisible, she what i'm doing is impulsive and now i cant stop, my moms are currently traveling the world right now and i'm just home with the house keeper and Dylan but sometimes Dylan leave because shes filming a movie right now

I finally actually know what being lonely feels like when no ones home and i kinda like it honestly, iv'e always wanted Billie by my side but now i feel like shes just mad because she lost her toy, even though she consistently calls and texts me, doesn't always mean that i have to answer, I still do but still iv'e been progressing, i even started telling her i cant talk right now which for me is honestly a life achievement

but Dylan have been noticing us talking over the phone and she would get upset and we would start arguing and then things get physical and shed choke me and stuff and then boom wed have sex, That guys is what i mean by the sex was amazing, toxic yes but still amazing

I walked out the shower escaping from my wild thoughts and walk into the room and start to lotion my body, i have a meeting with Billie and her team today and i honestly didn't wanna be late for my first day back

Dylan walks in my room and sees my naked body and smiles as i turn to her "where are you going today love?" she questioned as she noticed my clothes picked out and on out on the bed, "meeting with Danny Ruksin and Brandon Goodman"

she frowns a bit "right those are billies managers" she looks at me bit upset "yes but they're mine too, you can come if you don't trust me" she scoffs while shaking her head "Its not that i don't trust you, its that i don't trust her" i sigh and start getting dressed "shes gonna be there yes but then again you can always come along Dylan, i don't mind, I mean everyone on my team knows you so they wont mind either"

i say as i grab her hands and kisses them and she chokes me a little "You love me right?" she says sternly, I nod while looking up at her and she pushes me down on my bed while kissing me, she kissed my neck leaving a few marks but then my phone started to ring

"i am coming with you though" she says as she climbs off of me and heads down stairs and i answer the phone, it was just my team telling me i had 8 minutes ti get there, it wasn't that far from my house so i didn't mind it, we headed out and got in the car

while we were in the Dylan slide her fingers down my pants and started fingering me, this may have caused us to be a tiny bit late...actually i am lying, we were like 20 minutes late but it totally wasn't my fault

we walked into the meeting and everyone became silent, I sigh "Traffic" i said as i sat down

Dylan sat next to me "Or Just Dylan" Billie says and Dylan glares at her as Billie roles her eyes "can you guys please stop" i say as our managers agree "Well when are you gonna stop being MIA with every one Dani?" Billie asks while looking at me, i sigh as Dylan looks at her "When the fuck are you gonna hop off Dani's dick Billie" Dylan says as Billie looks at her "When are you gonna realize that Dani will always be by my side no matter what Dylan" Billie says back as Dylan starts laughing "That's not what she told me when we were fucking in the car twenty minutes ago, Its all mine sweetheart"

everyone grew silent as Dylan got up "Shes my girlfriend at the end of the day your just the ex who's haven't got in touch with reality" Dylan kisses me and of course i kiss back and she walks out and texts me that shell be outside

Billie looks at me and tears run down her face "Lets just get started with this meeting" she says..

why is she crying